Not much of a Tainted Love...

But still it is that I toss and turn

And I can't sleep at night >_>

Why can't I just stop thinking ?! è__é

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This is called sleep, right ?

I think I'm about to forget

What it is to sleep...

Seriously

>8(

Like I went to sleep a bit before midnight

Set the alarm clock for 6

Since I've to leave around 7

Normally

That would have meant

That this would be a usual night

Even though it's only 6 hours long (or short)

BUT NO.

MY SLEEPING IS A BITCH.

I woke up at 4AM.

And barely slept 'til 6

And then been snoozing 'til 6:45

FFFFUUUU-

Seriously D8<

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HEY WAIT A MINUTE D8< !!

I've to get up at 6AM tomorrow.

The day after tomorrow too.

And the day after the day after tomorrow too.

And the day after the day after the day after tomorrow too. 

(Does that equals Friday ? Yes ? Right)

EWWWWWWWWWW.

Don't ask me what I'll be doing when the New Year'll begin D8<

I'LL BE FUCKING SLEEPING.

And then you'll say that I don't sleep anyway...

And I guess you'll be right....

(´ . ` ;)

I wanna go back to my marmot state T_T

And sleep all the time.

I'd feel less bored that way...

<_< ;

Oh wait...

That's only me being a lazy ass bitch...

OH. WELL.

Oh this being said

I finished another book today...

I need to start another one.

BTW, Lillie Joe

J'ai ramené de chez ma mère le livre dont je t'avais parlé

Avec le gamin autiste pis son toutou chat qui aide à résoudre une enquête

Ou un truc comme ça

Je me rappelle plus vraiment des détails, en fait

Je me souviens seulement que le gamin a un toutou chat

Pis qui a un truc en relation avec la lune, mais je sais plus quoi LOL.

Donc si tu le veux, t'as qu'à me le dire, je te l'emmenerai~~

AAAAAAAAAAARF.

I was tired, an hour ago

And I'm not anymore...

I should've went to bed >_<

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This is another title.

I sleep pretty bad, lately...

Dunno why

I'm not stressed or anything...

Nothing more or less than usual

Beside the fact that I need to wash my clothes

Before I have nothing to wear... HA !

But that's not stressful...

Anyway

This morning

When I woke up

Cause yeah, for once

I got up in the morning

Without any alarm

I found out that the left side of my hips

Hurt horribly.

In the articulation of the leg, you know..

D8

And you probably know too

That when I actually feel pain

It's that it really hurts.

Otherwise, I don't bother complain about it.

During the day

I realized that, when I woke up

My bed sheets were all undone

More than the usual

I guess I my muscle kinda strained

While I was sleeping...

Meh...

Also

Lately

Let's say... For a week or so

I always feel exhausted

I guess it's because I can't sleep pretty well...

I sleep for quite long period of time

Like around 10 hours a night

But I keep waking up pretty early 

And then sleep and wake up constantly...

I guess I'm too used to get not much sleeping hours...

Since I usually get 5-6 hours of sleep a night...

Oh man

My life just sucks >____>

This being said,

I feel like reading again...

I used to read a fucking lot when I was in primary school

And in my early years at high school...

Then I just read stuff like Harry Potter and Patrick Senécal's and a few Anne Rice's...

I kinda miss the time when I read a novel per 2 weeks...

Even though I was 10-12...

I read my mother's book...

I read my first (and only LOL) Stephen King when I was 11 or 12 o_ô

The same goes for Not Without my Daughter o_ô

So yeah... 

I'll start reading again, I guess

Or I'll just get bored again once I'll be done reading Lost Souls... 

(Which I started almost a year ago ? x_X)

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaah....

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Some like it hot !

I just finished to watch this.

It wasn't a really great movie

I'm not fond of romantic comedies

I usually don't watch them

I just make exceptions for Marilyn Monroe and Audrey Hepburn LOL.

Actually, the story is about two musician

They get in trouble with the mafia

And end up playing in an all girls band

As girls.

But one of them falls for a girl of the band (Monroe)

As one is being fallen for by an old fart millionaire.

At the end, the mafia guys find them back

So they have to run

They borrow the millionaire's boat (He's called Hasworth, BTW)

Convincing him by saying Daphne (Or Gerry XD) was to marry him

And ends up trying to find reasons not to marry him

The final lines killed me XD :

-You don't understand, Hasworth ! I'm a man !

-Well... Nobody's perfect 8D !

BWAHAHA XDDD

I loved that !

Other than this,

I'm pretty sure Monroe had to gain some weight for that movie...

Or at least, she looks even curvier, if that's possible, that she usually looks...

But I guess it's ok, since the story takes place at the end of the 20's

And girls were "fatter" in the 20's than they were in the 50's...

AAAAAAAAAAAAH 

AND NOW THERE'S A LIGHTBULB OVER MY HEAD.

Cause I was thinking that I wanted to watch Cabaret now

But then I realized that there was Liza Minelli playing in that

When I watched The Wizard of Oz, this week

I also watched the bonus features

In which she was since she's Judy Garland's daughter

Cause yeah Judy Garland's the one who played Dorothy

And I was wondering where I had seen this name...

Well now I remember....

Now I'm still wondering if I'm going to bed

Or if I watch Cabaret....

I need some rest...

I guess I'll just go to sleep...

Even if it takes an hour to actually fall asleep...

I really have sleeping problems, right now @___@

I can't get any decent rest...

Like I'm tired

But I can't sleep...

Blaaaah...

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Cause I'm fucked up like this.

I haven't slept the night from Friday to Saturday.

On saturday, I went to bed around 2PM.  I woke up around 1:30AM this morning thinking we were on Monday morning, turned on my alarm clock for 6AM and went back to bed... But then I realize that maybe we weren't on Monday since it wouldn't be quite logical.  Yeah... We're on Sunday.

I'm since downloading from that blog I found yesterday~ I'm glad some of my friends found interest in this too ♥

Other than this, I put back all my music in Winamp... Haven't done so since... May ? Oh well...

OMG Tommy february6 XD

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You guessed right.

The fact I wrote all those three entries also mean I haven't slept tonight ;D

 

I watched Dogma. LOL.  And Ginger Snaps too *o*.

When I... got up, let's say... to get ready for work, my left arm looked like this :

 

 

LOL. 

 

It's scary... those marks almost look like scars on the picture o_ô...

I do have scars on my arms... But they're more on the inner side... And not THIS apparent.  Well... Those on my left arm show more than those on my right arm... Which is surely due to the fact that I'm right handed...

I kinda miss doing those... As weird as it could sound... Yea, yea... I'm this masochist 8B... Actually, I just stopped doing those cause it got my mother and some friends worried about my mental state and like, they thought I were suicidal or something... But no... I just enjoyed it, that's all.  I also have something for macabre/twisted esthetism, so... (Must be why I love Obscure's PV this much, even though loads of peopl think it's sickening XD...)

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Ok, look ._. ...

I just can't play DS while lying in my my bed without falling asleep o_ô
Or it is that I'm becoming a old hag xDD
Anyway, I've been playing Pokémon (again~), and I stopped around 3:30PM cause my eyes were closing by themselves and I fell asleep and... I just woke up and it's 8PM.
Or it is that my body wants to get back the hours of sleep it lacks, I don't know...

But still... whew...

I should try this when I want to get to bed early... xDDD

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Mister Queer Blog is quite boring, lately.

Isn't it ?
I've not much to say, no excuses... I'm just...... I'm spamming my life on FaceBook, actually.  FaceBook is ebil -.-
I discovered that you don't need a FB account to go on Pico.  How fascinating.  I realized that even though I like ugly Pico characters, I just can't do an ugly one... It always look too much on purpose u_u... And/or I just can't stand it D8< (I guess that's why my "Die" Pico is annoying me........ LOL.  I gave up, actually... I just fail XDDD)

Ah ! I started an AU fic with Dada and Machi, a request from Lillie Joe... Mixing cheesy and my vision of the end of the world.... It'll be... Special o_ô
But it should be good ! Look forward it ! Kick my butt so that I continue it ! (I'll whine, but still... it'll be done... Isn't it ?)

I began again not to sleep at night, damn it.  I could at least beat my record of awoken hours... BUT NO.  Too tired.  Or I work, so I just can't not sleep for two days (my record is actually set to something like 40 or 42.... I think it's more like 42... Since I remember that I was like "DAMN IT !!! A FEW MORE AND I WOULD HAVE GOT MY 48 HOURS D8<".....)
Shit, man... Why am I proud of such a thing ? XDDDDD
Long last coffee and Monster energy drink. And Pepsi.  (I think I'm addicted to cafeine...Like... For real.)

My computer played two songs by GizeL, tonight... And I'm like... WTF since... I've like ten GizeL songs... on 16000 something mp3s.  So yeah o_o;
Quite disturbed.
AND FUCK. QUIT PLAYING ANCAFE SONG, GODDAMMIT. Câlice è___é
Ahah XDD Ok.... AnCafe, GazettE, Sadie... YEAH. Please, computer -___-....
EEEEEEH.  The Distillers XDDD That reminds me so much of high school XDD ♥ I remember the first time I saw the clip for Drain the Blood... I wondered if their singer was a boy or a girl... LOL.

Togawa Jun owns.

That's all.

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I HATE this -_-

When you wake up every hours for nothing >_>
I can't even blame the cat ! D8<
I woke up around 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 and around 10, I got up and went for a shower -_- Anyway, I had to get up since I have to go to the grocery store and at the bank.... *sigh* 

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... -.-

Faudrait ben j'me couche >_>....
Gneh.

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Voyons, qu'est-ce qui se passe ?!

J'me suis couchée avant Kasu pis j'me lève avant oO;....
Sachant que juste la veille elle disait dormir pile huit heure par nuit, c'est comme... ouin XD;

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By the way...

J'suis pas "pas encore couchée", j'suis plutôt "déjà levée".
Fait deux soir en file que j'me couche à 9h et des poussières... les deux fois à 9h30, j'dormais. Hier, me suis réveillée à 6h, as usual, pour l'école. Ce matin, c'était à 4h... Pas été capable de m'rendormir... donc j'ai fini de taper le chapitre 20 de New Vogue Children =)... Tant qu'à restée étendue dans le lit à essayer de dormir en vain, aussi ben faire de quoi de constructif !

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I know, I should go to sleep.

I was almost sleeping in Kasu's chair, an hour ago and I went to bed but some thoughts came haunt me.
I. need. money. Or I'll get in quite serious trouble.
So yea. I NEED. NEED. a job. Now.
I printed some CVs today... Don't really know where I should give them.... I don't really see myself working in a fast food, or something...
I left a message on emploicouturiere.com saying that I need a job and I also looked for jobs in Québec city.... I listed a few phone numbers... Just have to kick my ass to call them....

*sigh* I'm not ready for this yet ;_;.... I don't want to grow up... Couldn't I been 17 forever ?
Money shouldn't exist....
"but we'd work for nothing !" Ah yeah ? Why are you working now ? To earn money. Why ? To buy stuff. But if there wasn't money, everything'd be free, so you'd only work because you have to and people wouldn't have that "money-notion" and wouldn't care working for nothing, actually... And don't really see what's the point of beeing rich, actually.... no... it's more like... what's the point of wanting to be rich ?

I hate money.
That's the only fucking thing able to stress me... -_-

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Peau Rose.

I know. I should be in my bed, right now.

J'ai la peau rose pis ça m'énerve un peu... j'aimerais ça être blanche o_o;;.... Ouais bon okais, j'suis déjà ben pâle, mais j'suis trop rose ;_;
J'vais me saigner à blanc tien... (non.)
Pis ouin, j'avais parlé du fait que comme j'décide de m'coucper les ongles, ben mes ongles décident de pas être coupable ? *a l'impression de radotter*

J'ai manger une sandwich au Nutella, tantôt.... Bâtard.... j'aurais jamais cru que ça pourvait être aussi laborieux à manger -_-............

AH BEN CRISS !


Celui ou celle qui trouve ce qui cloche dans ce dessin.... Euh... C'est ça.

Criss... !

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January's near death.

Okay, maybe not. Almost.
Well yeah, in a few days, January will find its end. OMG HOW POETIC THIS SOUNDED ! =B
OH SHIT ! My mom has this as PM on MSN : "Je ne connais pas le secret du succès, mais la clé de l'échec est de tenter de plaire à tout le monde !" It. is. SO. fawking. TRUE.
Yea, but that wasn't what I actually wanted to say.
And I lost it... >_>...
Err...
AH YES ! I'm sick of being tired ! o_o
I feel like I'm ALWAYS sleeping, recently... Or at least I'm sleeping what normal humans need to be okay for the day, which means an average of 8 hours of sleep a night... Keep in mind that in the two past years, I had an average of 5 hours of sleep a night... And that was when I was actually sleeping. I was sleepy, but I went to
Now, it's just....... impossible for me to stay up all the night... =\... And I really think that this is weird, I'm not used to this...
I feel like my insomnia has been exchanged for hypersomnia... Hey, for the first time in my life, I fell asleep in class o_o... WTH ?!?! That was on tuesday.
And well.... At 7PM, I'm already sleepy @___@.....
Someone told me that was maybe because of lack of iron.......... =\.... Fanh...

J'veux manger des céréales...

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