Sunday, August 09, 2009

I still don't believe it !

I feel like it was just yeseterday that I got crazy cause my canalblog stats were telling me that someone coming from that administration page of Jasmine's visited a few page of my blog....
And later found in my inbox an email from him telling me in a bit rough english that it was cool that I talked about VK and Jrock and, most of all, Versailles... And that I answered him... and that I got another answer....
I'm glad I kept those.....
I really do...

Sometimes I feel like I should stop thinking, period.
A while ago, I aked myself : "I wonder what it would do if a jrocker I "know" dies..."
And I feel really bad towards this...
I know it's not my fault... but.... I guess you guys understand...
I'm so sorry...
I never thought it would really happen... Encore moins à Jasmine !

Well... I hope that from now on, Jasmine will have lots of fun with hide, Kami, Kazuki (Raphael), Hizumi (Madeth Gray'll), Tatsuya (Blam Honey) and the three guys from PIASS.
I'll try to remember to get some jasmine flower on august 9th of every year.... I'll try... Or at least jasmine related stuff...

I really feel like... I kinda felt something bad would happen _|¯¯|o
And I won't be able to listen to any Versailles or HIZApro or Jakura without feeling bad for a while...
I'll also remove Melty Love from ff.net....

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O_______________O

Versailles' Jasmine You Passes Away
09.08.2009 22:06 - Rast
translation: Kay
source: Official Homepage
Versailles announced on their official website that their bassist Jasmine You has passed away today, August 9th. The bassist had previously announced that he would take some time off the band to take care of his health, and furthermore the group would continuing recording their upcoming album without him.

The band states that further details about Jasmine You's death will be revealed to fans as soon as they receive permission from his family. With the members still trying to absorb the news, the group has also said that all their upcoming activities will be postponed indefinitely.

May he rest in peace.





O__________O

They gotta be kidding ?! O_O

This is a really bad joke, isn't it ? D8

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Gneeeeh

Scuse, Iko j'ai tellement deleté ton comment parce qui est genre arrivé twice ._.
Mais ouin, Madonna, t'as quoi ?
Sinon Paint it Black, je l'ai x)

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I'm afraid of the worst.

My innerself is starting to scare me.

I'm being haunted by a whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak

Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of my affliction
of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future
of things that are yet to be
I'm being haunted by a vision
it's like the morning never comes
I feel the burden of confusion
always searching... on the run

Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

Now, I'm not a hero... no
but the weight of the world's is on my soul
these imagines burn my eyes
they're burning me up inside

Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

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Listening to New Vogue Children and Beautiful the Virgin in loop.

Results may vary.

Though, recently, my darkside is popping back out and while listening those two songs, I felt like everyone else but Kasu, who felt asleep beside me, on the bus were.... Dirty filthy bitches ?
I dunno, but sure I felt a certain hatred toward them... Actually, it was quite an intense feeling...
I'm beggining to really hate people... And I don't fell any regrets since I feel they are inferior beings... closed-minded... in an unstoppable rotating wheel...

What a stong feeling this is !
Yes I do feel evil or something... Maybe this has something to do with my willing to go back into gothic fashion...
Hum..
I feel like having a cold image of myself spread over the Internet would be... A good thing ?
A dark cloud is comming~
Have I ever mentionned that I looooooooooved thunderstorms ?

Is it a bad thing to be an Ice Queen ?

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Heille ouin, I have new pictures.


\o/
Love me as much as I do.

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Saturday, August 08, 2009

One day I'll fly away and leave all this to yesterday.

- Ça glougloutte, ça froufroutte ! Et vous appelez ça un écran radar ?

- Non, j'appelle ça une machine à café, Sir !


Merci à Lea de stalker le blog de Vivienne Sato car maintenant on sait que, parmi tant d'autre, Dada aime les Vocaloids. (Le pire, c'est que c'est un des cosplays de Hatsune Miku les plus cute que j'aie vu xD)

I'm poor. Like with a capital P. Butterflies in my pockets. Almost.

Cutie Honey, now that's pretty cool. It's the first drama that I really watched because it was worthing it.
I want to watch Chakushin Ari (One Missed Call) too. Both drama and movie. The american one too, since I'm curious.

I thought about it and I'll keep my Cruella hair. I like it. It's disturbing people even more than when I had my pink spider hair ♥
Or I'll keep it until classes start again... I still want to try platinum blonde, since it seems like I can reach this, in the end ♥

I've been playing Chrono Trigger relatively a lot, recently. Playing something else than Pokémon and Super Mario World was kinds refreshing. I'm still stucked, though. (I really suck at RPGs XD Still it is that's the only thing I'm not really good at that I actually enjoy doing oO.... I kick most asses on fighting games, though >8D It deliiiiiiiightfull when I beat my brother ° u °)

My nails are growing FAST. I cut them... last week ? And it doesn't even really show, anymore (Well, yess since they were WAY much longer... But... Yeah...)

Tomorrow, I'll probably and finally be able to hold my beloved Ophelia TwT.

I don't really feel like doing anything but hide.

I wish I had an angel someone to kick my ass so I could do something x_x.

I can't wait to move in, this September ! >w<>8D I also like the taste of blood (° v v °) (Vampire smiley attempt : FAILED)

One of the bad guys of Cutie Honey actually gave me another idea for another fiction (maybe not).... Multiple personnality is something I must exploit. Sure I won't exploit it in the same way as it is in Cutie Honey, but that character gave me a basic idea... And my character will be really.... no, REALLY freak. Enough to live two different lives at the same time.... and to the core of it, even if you don't know what I mean.

There's a single dried white rose hung there... Sometimes I feel like putting it at the garbage since it's related to something labelled as wrong and that I'm the only one to think it was right... or Okay, at least... Still it is that it meant.......... and probably still means a lot to me... Even though I think I got over it... Cause even though your wound healed, you still have a scar as a memory of the past...
And I still feel like I lost a precious friend...
For a week or two, I've been thinking about writing her a mail... Have I already told this ? Anyway.... I still can't figure out how to start so that she won't go KKKKKKKKHHHHHHH *cat's spitting* when she'll open it...... If she opens it. I feel like whatever I say, it will be interpreted the wrong way... Or be taken as if I was talking as if I was a poor victim...
I still want to understand... No one ever told me the story !
*sighes* Sometimes I feel like I will never know... She cut the bridge, I don't really think she'll help me recustructing it, even if I can't make it clearer that I just want a FRIEND back.

No one understand me, anyway... And it's my own fault since I don,t let people really know about me.
I say some things, but there's much more I'm simply not able to formulate. Sometimes I feel like my personality should be as easy to understand than everyone else's one. Sometimes I envy people I qualify as stupid because... they don't worry about this kind of stuff... Still it is that I won't ever be able to be like this, it's not me and I just can't be someone else than what I actually am, in opposite of what they are... But does that make sense ?
These kinds of masks aren't for me.

I've been writing for too long without going back to my restaurant, the connexion got lost >_>
Makes me think about the fact that I couldn't save my progress in Pet Society, a few hours ago D8< I'll have to go back and see what haven't been saved. I went to the Fêtes de la Nouvelle-France, yesterday. I got a light sunburn on my shoulders... It doesn't hurt, it's just... itchy and warm... Annoying, in some other words.

I want to go back into gothic fashion... o_ô... I really do. I still love retro, though... I'll become a old-school widow >8D
Maybe not. I still want my Marilyn dress badly D8< I still don't know which fabric to choose. And I'm poor.

One more thing. When I'll get money, I'll find a pattern for a rococo dress and I'll change it a bit so I can do my fucking Carmilla cosplay è_é. If everything goes well, I'll have it for Otakuthon of next year and for the Fêtes de la N0uvelle-France... And for the Cosplay de l'Imaginaire. I want to make the hairdo in my reall hair... So it's kinda OBVIOUS that I'll let it grow... But. I don't think I'll have enough with this... I'll probably have to buy some extention and dye them red.... You people won't ever believe what you'll have in front of you >8D It'll be the best Kaya cosplay you'll have ever seen (En même temps c'est pas comme si c'était vraiment dur, avec c'qui à de fait, à date >_>)
I wanted to do a Node of Scherzo outfit too... The red kimono dress... It's kinda despair-like to me =o.... Though... I'm not even sure people on the community will recognize it -___-....
And I want to do a Current or an Artificial Hallucination era cosplay è_é

Talking about cosplays... There's more and more that I want to do. Kaya at least two times, Princess Peach, CyberSix, Dragonair in human version, the same goes for Froslass and Vespiqueen would be interesting too, Jessica Rabbit would suit me as well~
And Kasu told me that she wanted to do a Cutie Honey cosplay and that Matsuro would do Yuki.... if they're still willing to do it when I'll reach the weight that I want, I could do Miki >8D
BTW, Kasu la fille qui fait Miki c'est une idol aussi... Quant à celle qui fait Yuki, ben y'a pas trop d'infos sur elle nulle part @___@ donc ça doit pas être une actrice bien connue.... la seule affaire que j'ai trouvé, c'est qu'elle est née en 90 XD;


Honey, Miki and Yuki

Awwwww... I sent a """friend request""" to Vivienne Sato a few hours ago via Ameba and he just answer saying this : "(^-^)/ Thank you for following ! I'll follow too" *roughly ameliorated google translation* Which means that he'll follow my Ameblo and I think this is pretty funny XDD *accepts the request*

Okay, I'll go to bed... Tomorrow, I'll need to call that crazy stressing woman for that money problem..... The thing is that I'm sure she doesn't even work on Saturday.

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RestoCity Whore.


\o/ It's the highest rating I've ever got until now ;_; !!! ♥

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La lune.

When people look at the moon, some see running rabbits, some see jumbing rabbits and some others see a sawing man...

But I see a foetus...

What do you see in the moon ?

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Friday, August 07, 2009

It's already over o_o

... Like we got...... 5 songs ?

Okay, I listened to this to have 3 GPKISM songs, the opening MC by Ryonai and SiSeN and 5 songs. Of course, this hasn't last 2 hours. Cause Roger talked a long time before and some people called and they talked about related things (Or not... as Repo ! or zombie movies...)... And there was a pretty annoying girl -_-....
I don't think there was actually an hour of concert in this.... I must say I'm a bit disapointed... They said it was today... not today AND tomorrow ._. ....
Oh well... I guess I can forgive since it's not like A HUGE radio station and blahblahblah and it's pretty cool we could hear this ;_;....

And yeah, I keep hating GPK~ ^_^

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How many New Vogue Children in becoming came ?

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