Hypocrisy and Selfishness and a few other things.

I don't usually care about hypocrites

But since I'm selfish

I particularly HATE people being hypocritical to me.

If you are going to tell me something not really directly

Why don't you just go straight to the point, eh ?!

Cause you know...

Trying not to hurt my feelings simply ends up the opposite way.

And I'm serious about this.

Why can't you just be honest ?!

I mean... It's hard to really hurt my feeling

And even if what you're about to tell me

Could end up by hurting me

I would rather you to tell it to me RIGHT STRAIGHT in my face

Instead of trying to go another way

And just avoid the subject

Even if you're about to say that I'm the worst person you ever met

Seriously... Just tell it !

Just fucking tell it.

Another thing is

When I do say those kind of things

I DO NOT want people to go [But you're not this bad !]

[Don't change, I like you the way you are !]

[But Trucy, you're not a shitty person !]

Seriously....

I HATE THAT.

DON'T PITY ON ME.

I don't need you to get stronger.

Honestly.........

I already know all of this.

It's just meaningless to me.

It won't help me feel better.

Really, it will not.

I will just feel like punching you in the face.

SO yeah

If you really want to help me

Then just be honest with me.

Of course, if there are some things you never told me

And don't want to tell me

I don't specially want you to tell those things to me

That's not want I mean by being honest.

Anyway, what you don't know can't do you any harm.

But what I mean is

Don't go through 324783294 ways 

Just to try not to hurt me.

Just say it.

I can't hate someone being honest for a long time.

And the last point is jealousy.

That's something that I will never ever understand.

Well... I actually understand that a girl went mad cause her boyfriend cheated on her

But then came back to her saying he's still loving her.

I do understand the betrayal feeling...

But that's not something I would actually feel ._. 

And people usually don't understand how I could not feel that.

And I thing that could become a problem someday ._.

But still... If someone cheats on you

It must be for some reason...

I think you just have to analyse that...

Of course, it may be cause the other person is an ass hole

But instead of going mad

I'd would rather try to find why (s)he did that...

And again, it would be about honesty...

I honestly would not mind if my boy or girl friend would go sleep with someone else...

I just would not want them to try to hide it

It's the same kind of thing than in the first paragraph, I guess...

I don't know if you really get what I mean..

But still...

I'm not a jealous person AT ALL.

But I hate those who lie to me.

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I don't like when...

My friends say they aren't pretty.....

In comparison to others.

No one is pretty when they are compared to someone else.

I mean...

Compare me to Angelina Jolie and I'm not pretty anymore, eh....

People just have to be their own selves.

They have to accept themselves...

A girl who sincerely thinks she is not pretty

Won't be pretty for anyone...

There is a certain glow coming from people who accept themselves the way they are...

I think that's how people can be pretty.

It's not a make-up or clothing story...

It's just about self acceptance.

Just so you know...

I have no ugly friends.

Just sayin...

And it's not because I don't wanna be friends with someone ugly.
It's because it just happened that way.
Anyway, I think everyone can be pretty...
They just have to stop thinking they aren't
And give themselves a chance...

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I have another question.

Why does people not believe me when I say that I'm pretty shy IRL

And most likely I won't talk to them unless they come and see me ?

Seriously...

When I say this

They're just being like 

[But on your blog BLAHBLAHBLAH]

HEY YOU DUMBASS ! D8<

It's fucking waaaaaaaaaay easier to write

Than to actually speak to someone.

Specially if you're not a close friend of mine.

(This being said, I consider what common people call my close friends as friends

And what common people call friends are only people I know to me.)

Writing is somewhat anonymous.

You can say whatever you want

Even say fuck at every to fucking words you fucking say

And no one will ever look at you like this O_O

You really can say whatever you want...

If people end up ranting at you for what you said

You may just delete the comment and that'll do the trick

You can't do that in real life.

(Even though I prefer to bitch at haters than delete their comments LOL.)

And when you write

You may edit what you said

As much as you want.

Until you're pleased with it.

When you write

You can take the time to find the proper way to formulate something

While when you speak

It's more spontaneous.

Even though it could end in a pretty funny way

It could also end like....

Screwing some friendships up

Because of a misunderstanding due to the spontaneous side of it.

Also

Writing is silent.

It's less AGGRESSIVE TO READ THAT KIND OF THING

Than hearing someone screaming it.

(Have I said how much I hated noise ?)

Plus

When you write....

.....

..............

You don't stammer.

OH GOD I FUCKING HATE THAT.

This being said

I guess that I'm simply a typical geek...

I mean... 

• I'm shy, 
• I stammer, 
• I wear glasses, 
• I like computers, 
• I like video games, 
• I collect movies, old and new
• I like to do lists,
• I can't cook,
• I rather read than go clubbing,
• I like to look for where things are coming from,
• I hate grammar, syntax and spelling mistakes....

I just don't read comics/manga nor watch animes HA !

And I think it should be said once for all :

I. DON'T. LIKE. MANGAS/ANIMES.

Now please just stop looking at me as if I was an alien cause I said I don't know this or that anime or manga cause I just don't give a fuck about it.

Do you know Croix Allcine ? 

Well no cause you don't give a shit about knowing where they were before their actual band.

Or you just don't care about japanese music.

I don't like boys band either.

So no, I don't like K-pop.

Luckily,

My friends tend to respect that.

I hope everyone could do the same =____=

I mean... 

WHO CARES IF I DON'T KNOW VAMPIRE KNIGHT OR KUROSHITSUJI OR ANGEL SANCTUARY ?!?!?!?!??!

Anyway....

Whatever...

By the way

Croix Allcine is one of the, if not THE first band of BLOOD's Kiwamu.

Please, don't talk to me about GPKISM.

I don't give a damn about that.

And BLOOD is one of my favorite bands, so........

So yeah

If I go back to the main topic

I think that it's stupid to think that someone is the same

On Internet and in real life....

As stupid as to think that all J-rockers are gay

Or that Gackt never got surgery (I mean.... That's kinda obvious, y'know...)

Anyway,

Everyone has at least two personalities

I have one with my family

Which is close to the one I have with my friends and online

(Still, the one with my friends is slightly different from the online one.... Not that much, but still...)

And I have a last one with common people/people I don't know/at job....

If you think you do not have at least two personalities,

I'm sorry to tell you this, but

You are lying to yourself.

Just let things go as you feel they should go

Without restraining yourself from doing this or that for whatever reason it is.

Trust me,

You'll feel way better

And probably less stressed too... (´  . ` ;)

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IMPORTANT.

I think I will put the friends only-like option back on...
Some... stuff happened and... Yeah, I will put it for a while, dunno how much time.
So. If you wannt to keep stalking my blog, you'll need to have a Blogger or an Open ID account (You automatically get an open ID account with LJ and I THINK WordPress, but I'm not quite sure) and you'll need an invite from me, if I haven't sent one to you, almost one year ago, when the "firends only" option was still on.
BTW, you can use your hotmail or live or Yahoo or every other email thing to register to Blogger... so no need to create a gmail address.

You don't need to worry about me~ (But you could have been if I didn't chose to protect my entry again... LOL)
Kinda kidding... But still........ Well.... Anyway.
And it's not related to my family, this time.

I'm sorry for the inconvenient, it's bothering me too...
I could left everything like it is presently, but... I wouldn't feel really safe D8....

Y'know when someone who's stalking a blog.... and stalks the blog's owner's friends and maybe friends of friends.... Now that's bad D8.... Even more when stalker-san is old.

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