People's tumblr make me sad.

I'd like to go to them and listen to them and everything, but I just can't.
I feel like I'd be rejected.
As they feel they'd be rejected if they asked for help.


It will never end.

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Technology sucks.

Aaaaah freaking portable things >_>

The only portable thing I'm in good term with

Is probably my external hardrive....

Seriously, if I ever get any problem with it

I'm screwed.... X_X

Anyway...

My portable DVD player isn't dead...

But...

*le sigh*

Like two weeks ago

It stopped reading DVDs, all of a sudden.

I then cleaned the lense

And it would still not reading anything.

A few days later

I tried again

Thinking in a pessimistic way that maybe it would work

It did.

But it ain't anymore -___-

Seriously.....

I watched Kairo two days ago

And yesterday

It wouldn't work.

I just cleaned the lense again

But it's still being a bitch >_>....

And I know the lense's the problem...

Everything else is fine.

[What about your computer's DVD player ?]

You'd say....

WELL.

>_>

RAM, you know...

And if you don't

Take this as an example :

I downloaded the lightest DVD player program

I turn internet off along with its program

I shut down my anti-spyware/adware/etc and anti-virus

I shut down Winamp and Chrome

I shut down everything.

Still the movie lags

So much that it ends up de-synchronizing the image with the sound

And it sometimes get so bad that I get an error message about it.

*re-le sigh*

So right now

I'm fucked.

Fucked with the urge to watch a movie

But not being able to.

And to go back to my computer...

My mouse is about to die...

Or its plug is...

I hope its the mouse... D:

Less complicated to buy a new mouse than a new plug ._.

But yeah, like.... It now freezes...

But not as when your whole computer freezes...

I unplug it and plug it back and it works "fine" again for a while...

BUT

When doing so

I've to be careful...

Cause the mouse's plug is right under the power wire

And it may be.... REALLY.   REALLY. REALLY. Sensitive.

Like in I barely touch it and the computer turns off.

But not always... Only once in a while

Just when it wants to piss me off >_>...

Not to mention that the left click is fucked up

It's like if my mouse had some G spot >_>

So it's being like [TROLOLOL You clicked but I won't click ! ;D]....

So yeah, I guess the problem's the mouse D:....

The thing is that I'm wondering if non-USB mouse are still on the market ._.

Cause first of all

I've no free USB spot

And second, my computer always hated USB mouse/keyboard...

That's why I've an adapter for my keyboard...

But yeah, I've only ONE -.-

*re-re-le sigh*

I just don't know if they completely switched to USB things, actually ._.

I'm not up to date with technology -___-

I may be some kind of geek

But I just don't get why thay should change this fast things that work perfectly fine ò______ó

More is never enough, really -__-...

My PC is only like 4 years old

And it's seriously outdated D: ....

I don't wanna switch to Windows7 -_-

And no FUCKING way that I'd touch a Mac ò__________ó

I hate Microsoft

But I also hate paying more for the brand than the quality of something -_-

That's why I don't have any iPod, iPad, iPhone, MacBook etc.

You can find all of the above for at least HALF of the price...

Seriously...

I just thinking paying this much 

When you may have the same fucking thing for a fraction of its price

Is just PLAIN IDIOCY.

 

END OF THE STORY.

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Tonight was Kairo's turn.

Or Pulse.

My reaction ?

This :

................................................. Ok ?

That's all.

Maybe I haven't quite got it....

There was one annoying thing though...

The subtitles were really poorly translated

And they wrote Junko with a C.....

Junco >_>....

Oh come on !

I barely know Japanese and I would have done better than this X_X

Also...

The "ghosts" or something

Were calling for help.

WHY HAVEN'T THEY THOUGHT OF ASKING WHY THEY NEEDED HELP ?!?!

No, instead they fled.

Otherwise, yeah

I got that it was about loneliness

And there's some kind of moral to it

In which you shouldn't take you friends for granted or something

But....

I don't know...

I'm reading reviews

And I'm just like........

Suspension dots, that's all. 

Maybe if they tried to help, it would have been otherwise...

I don't know

I just think that makes no sense...

Like you end up being a ghost

All alone

You ask for help 

And people just flee...

I guess that's what is supposed to be creepy

But that only makes me think

That the main characters just didn't got it at all

So yeah

And that would almost deserve a 

Too.

I guess I was expecting too much from that movie....

>_>....

I hate expected for something to be awesome...


Ah ! Also !
Ghosts made some sounds similar to what we can here
In the beginning of Marilyn Manson's cover of Sweet Dreams.
LOL

Edit : OMG
I was looking for the movie's poster
To put at the top of my post
And just found a blog where they said that
Ichi the Killer was a horror movie.
LOL.
Really ?! Horror movie ?!
THAT !?
OMG.
Mistagged much ?! XDDDD

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Chakushin Ari.

Or One Missed Call 

(The original one, obviously.)

I just watched it.

I think it's the first movie ever

That I feel like I may call it scary.

Seriously... I'm still nervous about it XD

I wasn't exactly expecting that, actually LOL

Since I wasn't impressed much when I saw any other supposedly scary movies

Even with Resident Evil, but I already explained that.

Wow.

I must say that I'm amazed XD

I never thought that would be possible LOL.

So yeah

I understand that people could have been scared to death by it

Knowing that they'd been scared by ridiculous things such as The Grudge or Ring...

(Remakes, you know...)

LOL.

And seriously...

Don't try to make me believe

That they weren't especially thinking about doing a second movie

When they first did that movie LOL

With the ending it has....

The door isn't only open

It's fucking wide open XD

And I'm now convinced that the American remake

Must terribly suck.

LOL.

It's like...

An evidence XD

I still want to watch it...

As I want to watch The Uninvited

Which is a remake of A tale of two Sisters

(That one was Korean, BTW.  And excellent... As far as I could remember LOL)

Just cause I'm curious like that... XD

Now

I want that ring tone

Just so that 

Every time my (future) phone'll ring

People who watched the movie

Just freak out LOLOLOLOL.

(They probably did not take the same ring tone in the American remake, anyway...

So not much people would actually get it, I guess =\)


Edit :
Oh...
I haven't said a word about the ring tone,
Seems like it's the same LOLDERP

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I noticed...

A few new followers, lately....

Hello !

Thanks for paying attention to me 8B

LOL.

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The Digimon Theory.

Lillie Joe and I were browsing FYPblog

And we came across a screen shot of someone asking

If Pokémon are stored into a computer

Then that would make them Digimons.

Just think about it.

What is a Digimon ?

A Digital Monster.

And what is a Pokémon ?

A Pocket Monster.

So we came up with this :

Someone stores their Pokémon in some PC boxes.

There's a bug in a box.

Or they simply leave those Pokémon there forever

Cause they won't play anymore...

So those Pokémons are stuck in that PC

They end up merging with that boxe

To create a whole new world

And alters their apparence

And they become Digimon.

And I came to think

[What about Porygon/2/Z ?]

Well... Porygon is man made.

It's an artificial Pokémon, a program.

Pokédex says it's protected against hackers

So it could immune to that kind of bugs too.

Which would mean it can't turn into Digimon.

So

When that kind of bug occurs,

What happens to Porygon ?

The answer is : I don't fucking know.

But one of my hypothesis is that it deletes itself

Or the bug gets it deleted or something.

Another one would be that 

If a Porygon is stored into a box forever

It makes that box immune to the bug.

And then

You'll say that Mewtwo is man made too.

But I'll say to this that

Mewtwo has been made using some cloning method.

So it's alive in a way that Porygon isn't.

So that makes it as real as the 645 other Pokémon
(649 - Porygon - Porygon 2 - Porygon Z - Mewtwo = 645, you know)

Thus, it's not an exception, therefore it would turn into a Digimon too.

Obviously, this is only an hypothesis

But I think it would make sense...

But don't worry

If you find your old Pokémon Red/Blue games back

Even though 15 years passed

Your Pokémon won't have turned into Digimon LOL.

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Squirting fangirl.

\(TwwwwwwwwwwwwwT)/

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Gothita VS Smoochum

\o/

You should "read" it from left to right.

This is way too cute LOL

Anyway...

I had the idea for this

While playing Pokémon, obviously.

I was training my Smoochum and came accross a Gothita

And I went all like OMG *w*

And I wrote down some ideas for comics like this one.

So

Basically, this is how Gothita and Smoochum met.

Every other comics should revolve around their friendship...

I told you it was way too cute XDDD

But yeah

I won't ever make them talk

First cause Pokémons don't talk

And second cause it will be... universal ?

Oh well... I won't have to translate them

And every single person on Earth will be able to understand them.

They will also be short like this

Or even shorter.

There's no need to make anything pretty long o_ô....

So yeah

Done in a few minutes

With a blue pen on normal paper LOL

Scanned it in black and white since it's easier to edit 8B

So yeah, I edited it a bit

But I'm not planning to put them in color

Nor to make them more detailed.

I think it's perfect that way.

Screw you if you're not happy with it XDDD

And if you didn't understand what happened here

Well...

Gothita was training itself using its psychic power on little rocks

Ending up throwing one at Smoochum.

Smoochum got mad and replied back

(Cause Smoochum is Psy/Ice, you know...)

They ended up fighting

And got exhausted

And fell asleep.

The end LOL.

Now for pokédex references...

There's only one, actually.

It says that Smoochum smells things with its lips

So that's why it seems like it's eating a rock 8B

I will also try to add more pokédex references in the next ones \o/

 

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Oh tiens, un autre post en français 8D

Oui ben...

Voilà quoi...

J'ai été voir les paroles de Snuff de .... Eh merde, j'suis trop habituée de parler de Dir en grey LOL

Snuff c'est de Slipknot, bon.

Et puis voilà, après avoir eu le coeur serré pendant une demie heure, dans mon lit

J'me suis dit  AH PIS D'LA MARDE

J'ai pris des feuilles et un stylo et j'ai écrit ça :

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6864144/1/If_you_still_care_dont_ever_let_me_know

C'est court et emo \o/

Mais ça fait 5 mois que j'ai absoluement rien publié (Voire même écrit ._.)

Alors vous allez bien le prendre è______é

Ça ressemble pas mal au format nouvelle littéraire, quand j'y pense...

M'enfin...

Oh pis voilà... j'ai posté deux photos de fanservice, dans les derniers jours

Ça spoil pas mal le....... pairing.

Pis KJSDHKJSHDKJS Dles paroles bâtard DX

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don't ever let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know

Dans le genre de tu me fais sentir helpless/comme une merde, ça le fait bien (  .__.)

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Oh man, I just understood something oO

So I was listening to my MP3 player

Since there was some noise in the apartment

And I felt the urge to make a list.

A list of those songs which makes me feel that little...

I dunno... Chill ?

You know, when a song you like very much starts and you feel all skjhdskjfh inside ?

Well, I'm talking about this.

And then I tried to make a link between all those songs

Cause they are all quite similar up to a certain point...

But that point is...

Well...

You know, the base structure of a song should be some kind of... 

Peak...

And this peak is often in the chorus or something

Some put that peak elsewhere, but anyway

What I like in a song 

Is when that peak is really higher than the rest of the song.

Many Dir en grey songs are like that...

Just think about Cage, Conceived Sorrow, Lotus or even Obscure had been built kinda like that.

Another good example would be Lady Gaga's Bad Romance.

And that's also something that

You can't really find in hip-hop and co songs

So I guess that's maybe why I can't really appreciate those songs

And that could explain why Dir en grey is my favourite band

Even though I keep saying that Satsuki and Ryuichi are two of the rare singers

Which voice makes me shiver

Cause, of course, Rentrer en Soi and Luna Sea have some songs like that

(Think Protoplasm or Thorny Rain Break or Rosier)

But the ratio is higher with Dir en grey, I guess...

Other songs I listed were stuff like :

• Emilie Autumn - Opheliac
• Renaissance - Medium
• Gackt - Lust for Blood
• System of a Down - Question
• D'espairsRay - Yami ni furu kiseki
• Mucc - Ware, Arubeki Basho
• Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a lie
• My Chemical Romance - The Ghost of You
• Slipknot - Snuff

I guess you know what I mean, now...

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