I dunno how I should title this entry

Hum...

You probably all know now

That one of my biggest wish

Is to everyone to be happy

To be happy of what they are

To be happy with what they have

And all this

Since a few months now

That man who used to only drop by

Where I work

Just to say hi

Now stops to have a little chat

And often asks if he may kiss me on the cheeks

You may go like OMG AND YOU LET HIM DO THAT ?!

And being all scandalized 

But yes, I do.

Why ?

First, because I know that it won't ever go any farther

As this other old dirty man who used to flirt with me wishes it would

(That second man is just creepy D8)

And second

Because I felt like it was making him a bit happier

And he confirmed it just today

By saying that he was asking for this

Because I was a pretty lady LOL.

Sounds creepy, right ?

But it actually isn't.

This man is really nice

Really polite

Really courteous 

He's willing to help everyone

Like when he's there

And that he sees that someone is alone

To fold the quilt they just washed

He will offer to help.

He will also hold the door for every woman

And those whose arms are full.

Those are only a few examples

It may not convince you

But maybe you also know that 

I can feel when someone is being genuine

Only a few meeting are necessary to me

To know that I will get along

Or not

With someone

And I know that this man

Is a nice one.

Even though he has (had ?) some drinking problems

He's now having some meeting to get over that bad habit

I must say that I'm pretty glad he took this initiative

And all by himself !

I guess that he wants to be a better person...

So that's kinda why I let him kiss me on the cheeks

Cause I know he's honest

I know he won't ask for more

And I know it's making him feel better

Even if it's only for a second.

It may not be much

But I can give him that.

I wouldn't let everyone do so

But if it makes someone feel happy

In a un-perverted way

Then

Why not ?

And yeah...

Trucy is a mean bitch

And tries to look cold to people she doesn't know

But she's actually really soft hearted, I guess...

I don't think I really can achieve happiness

Because I don't seriously think it's something I can reach

In this kind of society

But most people thinks that

It's possible for them to reach it

And even if I think they're living in some kind of dream

I don't really want them to wake up from it.

Cause they wouldn't be happy anymore

If they were seeing the world from my eyes.

I don't think most people would be able to stand it....

And this world would be even sadder....

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If you could ship one person into outer space, never to be heard from again, who would you do that to?

Only one ? D8
I wish I could erase every stupid people from Earth D8 (Basically ¾ of Earth population LOL)
But only one... I don't know... I don't hate anybody long enough to wish they could just disappear...
I always end up wishing everyone to live happily ever after and feeling sad for them when they just don't get what's wrong with them, so.............. ._.

Ask it !

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I was actually going to write something about my boring life

But I found this : 

http://www.tokyohive.com/2010/11/the-gazettes-aoi-stirs-up-debate-about-vocaloid-artists-through-controversial-tweets/

And I seriously LAUGHED MY ASS OFF.

OMG

LOL.

Mikutards much ?

AHAHAHAHAHAH.

I don't like Hatsune Miku

Nor any other vocaloid 

And I couldn't really put in words why I didn't liked them

But he did XD

I'm almost sad that he tried to fix things up after that XD

I mean... This is so priceless XDDD

In the end

HATERS GONNA HATE.

And I still and will always think that Vocaloids kinda suck...

HA !

Now about my boring life.

Yesterday.

Oh yeah yesterday.

Could you believe I didn't touch my computer 

For the WHOOOOOLE day ?

I actually did.

Why ?

One word :

Migraine.

I so rarely have one of those... D8

Maximum twice a year...

But yesterday... UGH.

You know

When your head hurts so much that your heart starts to ache too

Cause you don't feel like eating

Cause moving your jaw makes your brain aches even more

And you can barely sleep cause you keep waking up 

Cause it's painful

D8

So I spend my whole day sleeping

And waking up every two hours or so...

Last time I looked at the time

Before going to bed because my head started to ache

It was 1:11 AM

I first woke up at 1:11 PM o_ô

Feeling like a red steel stick was stuck behind my eyes

From a temple to the other

X___X

After a moment

I realized I couldn't sleep anymore

I wasn't tired anymore

So I decided to watch movies...

Around 9PM

I was almost feeling good...

But I watched another movie

And the aching came back D8

And then I went to sleep for real... 

And this morning

It was gone...

Luckily D8<

I hate feeling this weak >_>...

I know that some people kinda enjoy it

So that others may complain for them

But I just hate that

And people who do that too >_>...

In the end

If I complain about it

It's just cause it happened

And it explains why I wasn't loafing around, yesterday.

End of the story.

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Gigigear.

3 days without posting anything ?

Could that be possible ?

Well, yes.

I've been reading

For the past 2 days

So I don't really have anything to say...

OMG LIKE I BLINKED And...

Oh..

Well... I blinked and 

The colours of my screen went back to normal

But then it just went back to

Its usual shadyness >_>...

Stupid shit -.-

I need a new sceen T_T

Yeah.

Actually

I wanted to...

Not rant, but... 

Oh well...

LOOK.

NEW TOO-DARK-WE-CAN-BARELY-SEE-THEM PICS ! 

http://www.direngrey.co.jp/english/e-band.html

Oh...

I feel like Die went like

[Oh ! Today I'm moddafukin Sugizo like yeah ! \o/]

Meh ?

Maybe it's just me....

Is it ?! o_o

Also...

I don't understand fangirls

Who creamed their pants with this...

I mean... 

We can't even see the half of their faces...

UR SO PURDY I CANT SEE ALFO YER FACE

I guess their just being...

Fangirls...

Anyway

There will be a new single

On January 26th.

It's called LOTUS.

Please, look forward it !

It's already for presale on CDJapan~

(It was kinda about time...

Hageshisa to, kono mune no naka de karamitsuita shakunetsu no yami

Had been released on December 2nd, last year...)

Man, I had no Sugizo tag ?

Mah....

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This is another title.

I sleep pretty bad, lately...

Dunno why

I'm not stressed or anything...

Nothing more or less than usual

Beside the fact that I need to wash my clothes

Before I have nothing to wear... HA !

But that's not stressful...

Anyway

This morning

When I woke up

Cause yeah, for once

I got up in the morning

Without any alarm

I found out that the left side of my hips

Hurt horribly.

In the articulation of the leg, you know..

D8

And you probably know too

That when I actually feel pain

It's that it really hurts.

Otherwise, I don't bother complain about it.

During the day

I realized that, when I woke up

My bed sheets were all undone

More than the usual

I guess I my muscle kinda strained

While I was sleeping...

Meh...

Also

Lately

Let's say... For a week or so

I always feel exhausted

I guess it's because I can't sleep pretty well...

I sleep for quite long period of time

Like around 10 hours a night

But I keep waking up pretty early 

And then sleep and wake up constantly...

I guess I'm too used to get not much sleeping hours...

Since I usually get 5-6 hours of sleep a night...

Oh man

My life just sucks >____>

This being said,

I feel like reading again...

I used to read a fucking lot when I was in primary school

And in my early years at high school...

Then I just read stuff like Harry Potter and Patrick Senécal's and a few Anne Rice's...

I kinda miss the time when I read a novel per 2 weeks...

Even though I was 10-12...

I read my mother's book...

I read my first (and only LOL) Stephen King when I was 11 or 12 o_ô

The same goes for Not Without my Daughter o_ô

So yeah... 

I'll start reading again, I guess

Or I'll just get bored again once I'll be done reading Lost Souls... 

(Which I started almost a year ago ? x_X)

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaah....

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La Reine Rouge

La Reine Rouge - Teaser #2 from Olivier Sabino on Vimeo.


OMG.
J'ai vraiment hâte que ça sorte *o*
Ça me donne envie de relire 5150, rue des Ormes
Pis Aliss
Sauf que
C'est ma mère qui les a
T_T

Mais genre... J'ai vraiment hâte *______*
OMG MA VIE.
SDJHSKJDHKSJD.

I really wonder if Senécal's books have been translated to english...
If it does
You MUST read them !
He is awesome T^T ♥
Probably my favorite writer...

Oh pis sldjkkjsdf
Y'a un nouveau livre qui sort
Ou qui est sorti
Je sais pas...
OK
http://www.patricksenecal.net/romans_contre_dieu.html
Donc ça serait sorti.....
MUST FIND.

OMG.
OUBLIE ÇA !
J'vais au Archambault, demain
Avant d'aller travailler
Pis je l'achète *o*
C'est genre 128 pages
C't'un pet LOL
J'vais sûrement avoir le temps de le lire au complet
Entre deux clients XD

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Shopping Spree ? XD

So I went to Place Lau today

With Hysope, Mythomanya and Niana~~

Basically

I wanted to buy boots

Cause....

Winter is coming, y'know...

And last year's boots were kinda...

Dead.

So yeah...

I ended up buying some engineer-styled boots XD

(Now, I can really say that Hazuki and I dress the same LOL)

But I also bought....

Three movies

HA !

But this time

There are three animation movies~

Ferngully *o*

Hercules

And

The Rescuers Down Under

*o*

Three movies from my childhood ♥

Specially for Ferngully and The Rescuers Down Under (Bernard and Bianca !!! *w*)

Also

There was The Secret of NIMH.... Two.

-.-

I want the first one D8

But it wasn't there >__< !!!

I also almost bought The Emperor's New Groove XD

And Hysope bought me a fedora hat at H&M T^T

A man one 

Cause woman's ones don't fit on my big head è_é !!

But yeah, it's lovely ♥

And finally

I bought some sunglasses...

Cause I always tend to lose or break mine >_>....

That's why I don't buy sunglass for more than 10 or 15 bucks...

XD

Now to the movie list !

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GROSSE PUTE !

DAHSADHSJDHJSHDJSDSA

Haaaan !

Ce qu'il fait chaud, dehors !

Oh !

Mais ici aussi, il fait chaud !

XDDDD

dfjhskjdhfskdf

Slutty j-rocker are hot....

When that's always been their role >8(

And that they don't really push it.

I mean.....

 

SDLSKHDKJSHKDJS.

SEE ?!?!?

OSTIE.

I'll die from an overdose of sexyness TçT

Blaaaaaaaaah.

Blood overflow.

This being said...

Those who used to be elegant...

Or those who are just being like 

[I'M TOO SEXY FOR MY SHIRT]

Or those who just push it

WELL.

Those are not sexy.

Maintenant

J'imagine que celles qui ne l'avaient toujours pas compris

Comprennent pourquoi c'est Jui la pute dans [Et Si... ?]

XD

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Haha....

You know...

There had been

For the past few months

A finnish Kaya fangirl who was visiting my blog

Googling something related to Kaya

Which was leading to a certain post...

It was annoying me.

So I deleted the post.

I mean...

Why don't you just bookmark my home page

If you visit once a day ?!

O_O

Let's see if she'll find me back...

Haha !

I'm not even sure it's a she

But whatever..

More often than otherwise (HAHA FRENCH EXPRESSION TURNED INTO ENGLISH !), Kaya fans are girls.

RIGHT ?

By the way...

People living in Finlad are Finnish, right ? oO

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Let's D+SECT a rat.

This reminds me about Nocturnal Opera...

Back to basis ?

Oh...

Are those female computer voices

Or computer theremin ?

XDD

I can't decide which one it is XD

But I must admit that

It doesn't sound too bad...

I guess that I'll give the album a try...

OMG Trucy ! Are you saying that Moi dix Mois could be good ?!?!

I didn't have any real expectations on this new album

It was going to suck as every other releases did

Or it was going to be better 

Since last thing they released 

Was many years ago

But in the end

I guess it will be okay ?

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This is my right inner elbow

Or whatever this should be called.

Wtf, I thought I rotated it...

Anyway..

WTF ARE THOSE RED SPOTS ?!?!

I didn't have those, this morning ._.

Or I haven't noticed them...

But o_o;

Where are they coming from ?!?!

Someone not familiar with it

Might think I'm a junkie or something D8<

I really don't get where I could have got these o_o;

I don't even know what they are !

Allergic reaction to something ?

Some bugs ?

Some under the skin thing ?

I DONT KNOW ! 

They're not itchy nor do they hurt...

They're just... There...

._.

And why there, huh ?!

(;;    .____.)

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I thought my hair was wavy....

But...

The more years pass

The more it seems curlier 

@___@

Ugly face is pixelated so that I don't have to touch it up 8BB

It doesn't look this "bad" on the pic

But I really feel like 

I'll end up looking like Lucille Ball

When I'll turn 30.

LAWL.

BTW Lucille Ball = I love Lucy.

See the roots ?

3¼ INCHES ! (8cm or so)

YAY ! 

LKDSJDLSJDKJS LOL

I seriously need some hair dye....

Muh.

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Smoke Proudly !

Subject: To Die-san

From October the prices of tabacoo will go up so if there is a trick to stop smoking, please teach me.

Die: You shouldn't be beaten by a price hike. You are paying taxes so smoke proudly.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !

Aaaaah man...

Fangirls....

I mean... What were you expecting as advice to stop smoking from a smoker ?!?!? >XDDD

But yeah...

Smoke proudly ! 

>XD

I just love this XDD

They've all such bad influence ♥

Bonus cause it's still related  :

Subject: To Kaoru-san

There will soon be a price hike on tabacoo.
Did Kaoru-san buy in bulk?
For the record I could only buy 10 cartons (cries)

Kaoru: I didn't buy. Before I knew it, it was already October.

YEAH ME TOO.

Like I went to a place I usually got to buy my cigarettes

And when I went to pay

I was expecting paying $7.95

As usual..

But then no...

$8.33...

Ah ?

Oh yeah... whatever...

SMOKE PROUDLY, KIDS !

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DVDs, anyone ?

New place to put my DVDs...

I'm not sure I will like it

Because of the doors

But at least

They all fit in

And they will be more accessible this way

There doesn't seem to be much of them like this

But there are 133 boxes

And around 150 movies in there XD

Everything from A to F on the top shelf.

Addams Family → From Hell

G to L on second shelf.

Gentlemen Prefer Blondes → Little Princess 

(Along with The Secret Garden since it's a double feature box)

M to R on third shelf.

Mars Attacks ! → The Rocky Horror Picture Show

S to Y cause there is no Z movie (yet) on the last shelf.

Saw → Yo-yo Girl Cop

I think we can see most of them 

When clicking the picture

Except a few because of the angle

Such as

The Fifth Element

Kill Bill Vol.2

Pulp Fiction

Quest to Camelot

and

Red Dragon 

And we can barely see the titles of

Gentlemen Prefer Blondes

Ghost

Ginger Snaps

Girl, Interrupted

The GodFather

and

Gone With The Wind

Because of the flash

But oh well...

I feel accomplished, now.

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SURPRISE !!!

Oh....

Oh !!!

It is a picture of myself  \(o A o)/

I haven't been ironing (?) straightening my hair in a long time...

I thought of taking a picture...

It came out not so bad... Haha

Plus

I almost never take pictures with my glasses on

Even though I wear them everyday...

(´ . ` ;)

It's not fair for people who meet me for the first time

Hahaha !

So yeah...

I feel like my lips look bigger than the usual (´ . ` ;)

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Pictures spam post.

Not a fangirl pictures spam post, though.

Last friday

I went to Fanamanga with Mythomanya and Lillie Joe

There were Kya and Jimmy too

But they left early

I lent my coat to Lillie cause the door was cold :

Oops
Forgot to rotate it 8B
Yamambûcheron \o/

Then
We played some make-up teaching game

Girls called the character Scrotum ♥
BONJOUR SCROTUM !

Then
The girls disappeared.

(most things on the table didn't belong to us)

(o A o)

But I found them

UNDER THE KOTATSU TABLE.
Dirty floor is dirty.
BTW, Lillie's face is hilarious XDDD


On saturday
I learned that Typhlosion barked.

Yes.
My Typhlosion is called Die. KTHXBAI.
And my Gengar is called Hazuki.
Xatu → Kozi
Starmie → Gorgeous (LOL l'imagine vient tellement du premier Tabarnak kossé ça ostie XD Gorgeous on left, Angel Taka on right.)
Sandslash → Hiko
And Dragonite has no name cause it came from Diamond (´ . ` ;)

And just today
Prof Oak gave me....

A FUCKING FEMALE CHARMANDER *0000000000000000000* ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I mean... I had one on emulator...
BUT NOW.
I HAVE A REAL ONE.
Happy Trucy ♥
T^T ♥

What does lax means ?
I just think of laxatives (.________.     ;;;)
LOL.

Ah okay

Relâché, mou, vague, lâché...
Lol ?


And.
I'm half way to the Quiet Cave.

I'LL GET YOU, FEEBAS >8(



Also, this week-end
I don't exactly remember when
But I dreamt that I wanted to talk to my mother
But my ears were kinda... blocked...
I barely could hear myself when I spoke normally
As if I had water in my ears...
So I was kinda in panic...
And I started to cry out that I couldn't hear anything
And my mother was all like [WTF o_o Stop screaming]
But I continued being like [I CAN'T HEAR MYSELF ! I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING !]
( . _ . )
It was kinda disturbing...

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YUME YUME YUME YUME.

Seriously....

WTF is Madame Rosa no shoukan ?!?!?!?

That song fucking sounds like a Kayako song o__o

I have serious ear bleeding, right now o___o

It's horrible...

Even fuckin Hizaki managed to do something better than this !

Cause Carmilla was actually good.

Even the new Velvet Eden sounds better than that shit !

OMG.

Son, I'm really fucking DISAPPOINTED.

Plus

If that wasn't enough...

You know König...

Probably not

But still

König is Sugar's Loki solo project.

His new mini album will be titled...

Deep Throat.

And.

He too is dressed like a fucking whore on the cover.

I know that sex sells pretty good but O_O

Enough is enough...

I mean...

EEEEEEEW.

It's not tomorrow that I'll start liking neo VK.

It freakin SUCKS.

Period.

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Now and then.

First

There was a band called Mist of Rouge

Their singer had no face.

But then

He grew up.

He discovered his face,

And bleached his hair

And became....

D=OUT's singer !

Yes, that was Kouki 8B

What an ugly outfit @___@

Second

There was a bassist

Who had no mouth 

But then he grew up

Discovered money

And started to screw things up

And became a bastard

Yes !

That was Kisaki !

Back in La:Sadie's !

Third

There was a singer

Who liked to purple very much

And who liked to wear dresses

But then

He grew up

Stopped liking purple

But stayed pretty queer anyway

So much that he ended up having throat problems

Yes !

That was Vidoll's Jui 8B

Back in Luinspear

Fourth

There was a bassist

Who had a nose

But then

He got hit by a gull

His nose took the whole shock

And never really recovered

Yes !

That was Reita !

He looks so emo...

He must miss his nose !!!

Fifth

There was a very hairy (lol ?)

Visual Kei band

But then

They disbanded

And got old

Before they came back 

Yes !

This is LUNA SEA !

Sixth

There was a singer

Called KYOYA

Who looked somewhat like a Kiyoharu fan

But then he got interested in

Californian penal code

And start molesting fangirls

Yes !

That was 12012's Wataru !

Back in Lubis Cadir !

And that'll be it for now cause my computer decided to hate me è_é

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Is everyone becoming Hakuei copy cats ?

I know that Hakuei's hot but ô_ô

When even Gackt gives a try at it :

EH ?!

Eyepatches are so cool !

Even Gakuto-san wears it !

Please buy eyepatches !

So cool !

Anyway

The worst of all would still be Ruka from Nightmare...

I mean... :

See ?! 

>8(

He even got the piercings -.-

Anyway....

!! FREE PR0N !!

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It's like an addiction.

Today

I was thinking that I would like to watch a movie

When I would be back home...

Like... I did during the whooooooole day...

Then realizing that I watched every movies I had

And didn't really felt like watching one for the 3902470381st time

And then realizing that shops would be closed

When my work day would be over

So I went like D8....

But then

Walking back home

I saw that Renaud Bray was still open

Since they have some weird schedules...

...........

I ended up buying The Godfather 

Finally !

And Catch me if you can *o*

Cause I love that movie !

But...

Erg....

I kinda missed HMV's low prices T_T

It cost me like... $30...

I usually get at least 3 movies, for that price, in an HMV

T_T...

BUT !

Now I have The Godfather >8B

Well... The first one...

And I'm SO going to watch it NOW *0*

Right after I'm done editing my movie list XD

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Madame Rosa

Is fugly.

No, I won't post the pictures.

They're on his blog, bitches.

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So I guess I'm done being emo for tonight

Or at least I try.

Anyway, 

I just watched Memento.

I watched that for the first and last time many years ago

I remember I was with my mother

At her house

When we watched it

It was on a VHS HA !

But yeah, that was around 2003-05

I don't quite remember

And I didn't quite remembered the story itself

And that's kinda funny cause

The movie itself it about a guy

Who has no short term memory

So he forgets everything

But he's looking for his wife rapist and killer

Using pictures, notes and tattoos to remember...

Or to think he remembers

Cause he actually doesn't

The movie is quite fucked up

In the way that the story is like on the reverse side

Starting at the end of the story

Ending at its beginning

But as the movie goes

You realize that what he does

Isn't what it was supposed to be

That people have been using him

And that himself used him

And his memory problem....

I think that many people probably didn't liked the movie

Because of this....

Because of how it has been made

And because it may be quite confusing

That's also the kind of things that

Makes people think that the Saw series is nothing more than gore movies

But it's not.

You just have to pay attention

To the movie

Its story

Its characters

Its details

And with every pieces

Put it in the right order in the timeline

So that it finally makes sense.

Or it is that I have a pretty analytic mind

And that I like to solve that kind of puzzles

So I like movies that makes your brain works more 

Than simply for entertainment.

I liked Se7en for that very same reason.

The Others had a little bit of it.

And that could also be why I like Dan Browns book...

I like when,

At the end of a movie

Or even a book

You feel all exited

Because things were what they seemed at the beginning

When things weren't as simple as they seemed...

And that you're being amazed by 

How they've been able to do so 

That you held your breath all way long

Just to discover that it wasn't what they made you expect.

Maybe that's just cause 

That's how real life is too...

These are also

Probably the reasons why

I feel crazy to the point of,

Once all movies have been released in DVD,

To put the whole Saw series in the right chronological order.

I think it's also because

I want people to understand the story

As I understood it

Or maybe make it more understandable

For those who haven't the patience

Or the analytic mind to do it on their own...

Maybe I just like a bit to much to make my brain work...

But at least

This way

I feel like it's being somewhat useful...

Since I'm too lazy to become a scientist...

Or a detective

Or a psychiatrist

Or whatever else it is...

Maybe the perfect job for me

Would be to become a writer...

This way

I can become whatever I want...

Transposing myself into my characters...

(Considering this, I'm quite a killer, now... LOL)

I really should kick my ass very really pretty hard

So that I could finish that story I just finally started today...

Would be my very first real novel ever.........

You know what ?

Right now

I just feel like crying, but

It's not sadness...

I think I just..... found a point to my life.

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What a monstrous question.

We say that

When you think everyone has a problem

But you

More likely you are the one with a problem.

But when you think that

Everyone is really dumb

But you

And a few other exceptions

Does it apply to that too ?

(;;;          ._______________.)

Not in the way that

Maybe I'm the stupid one

Cause I KNOW that I am NOT stupid.

But more in the way that maybe I have a problem ?

Guh.

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Daily Outfit post #8

Yay !

Daily outfit come back !

With my coat on 

Because I think it looked better that way~

Anyway

What's under

Is something that looks too much like something I already did...

So

♪ Coat is from Arsenic or Freedom Central... That kind of shop...

♪ Scarf is from the Men section at Le Château 

(The girl thought it was weird I wanted that... A scarf is a scarf, no ? >_>)

♪ Skirt is an h.Naoto one, from Closet Child~

♪ Tights from H&M

♪ Torn tights from Ardène

♪ Leg warmers from Ardène

♪ Shoes from Ardène too

Under layer is one of my Akumu Ink t-shirt.

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What's in your opinion, the prettiest language?

Hum, that's a good question...
I think french is pretty when used correctly or not slang-spoken... I like its complexity... Actually, I like the old french more than the current one....
As I like the old english too, but I'm not as "familiar" with it as I may be with french...
I also like italian... I like their way of putting "I" at the end of words to turn them plural XD (Like... a paparazzo, two paparazzi)... Or, basically, I like how most of their words end in vowels... I don't know why, but it sounds kind of delicate to me...
As I like german because it sounds kinda rough...
And I must say that I like japanese too.. How they have a word for every single thing, how their sentence structure is simple, how it's veeeeery contextual.... And because it sounds "exotic" xDD

But the prettiest one.... I don't know... I guess I'd say french, haha !

Ask it !

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Vidoll will come back~

It is nothing official

But

Since I follow Jui's blog...

So yeah

Lately

He says that he has been singing

And I think he also talked about being in studio~

(Beside saying he bought a thing to steam cook food in the micro wave 

And showing every meals he does with it LOL)

He also said that he went to the hair dresser

Saying it was for an upcoming shooting

And mentioning not to know which color to chose

(He chose some kind of chestnut-blonde-tea.... 

Like the kind of color YOMI used to have oO...

But no one really know about Nightmare, here...

Are you ?)

So.

If Vidoll isn't coming back

Well, at least Jui will \o/

I actually don't see why Vidoll wouldn't come back oO...

But !

I must say I'm glad about it.

Even though Vidoll isn't what they used to be

And that I don't like that

Just the fact of thinking Jui could have lost one of the things that worth the most to him...

And thinking how bad he would have felt

Made me feel bad too...

So I'm glad he's able to sing again !

Please do your best in the future !

I'm so wapanese ! HA !

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SSKDLJSLKDJLKSJDOIUERWSND'S

Awww

AAaaawww

Like...

Forget it...

They just LOVED touring with Apocalyptica.

Ffffggnnnnnndkfshdjkgfhj.

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HEEEEIIIIIIIN ?!?!?!??!!??!

O_O

Ok that my Twitter list seems kinda popular

But......

O_O

Unfortunately, seems like they really have eyes only for that -.-

AND.

Not a single thank you...

Great....

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Québec'sLolitas on TV~~~

Remember this summer

There was this Ste-Dolorès event in Montréal

Or at least, maybe you remember the drama I caused

LOLOLOLOL

Anyway

Well

Here it is the TV reportage they partly did that day :

http://www.tv5.ca/webvideo/hors-serie-lolitas-2398.html?ref=nf

Unfortunately, it's only in french

But these girls

And boys too !

Are gorgeous~~

(And a part of them are friends of mine ♥)

And no, you won't see me in this

HA !

Or maybe in tiny in the backround

But I didn't noticed it XD

But we can see some of my close friends

Such as +MAD+, Aristo, Matsuro and even Lillie Joe as an extra XD

Aaaaah~~~

Loveliness~~~ ♥

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Those are called news.

First of all

Shattered Tranquility just published about a cover album with VK hits from the 90's.

Take a look at this : 

12012 – Winter, again || GLAY
アンド (AND) – ロマンス (Romance) || PENICILLIN
ドレミ團 (Doremidan) – 街 (Machi) || SOPHIA
摩天楼オペラ (Matenrou Opera) – 紅 (Kurenai) || X JAPAN
少女-ロリヰタ-23区 (Lolita 23q) – STORM || LUNA SEA
BugLug – Melty Love || SHAZNA
D – 月下の夜想曲 (Gekka no Yasoukyoku)|| MALICE MIZER
DaizyStripper – With-you || La’cryma Christi
DOG inTheパラレルワールドオーケストラ (DOG in The PWO) – 夢より素敵な (Yume yori Suteki na) || Raphael
DuelJewel – JUPITER || BUCK-TICK
heidi. – ピンク スパイダー (Pink Spider) || hide with Spread Beaver
LOST ASH – ENDLESS LOVE || D-SHADE
Mix Speaker’s, Inc. – S.O.Sロマンティック (S.O.S Romantic) || CASCADE
MERRY – Schweinの椅子 (Schwein no Isu) || DIR EN GREY
NoGoD – 1/3の純情な感情 (1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou) || SIAM SHADE

OMG ?!

Like.... I haven't looked forward a release since........

Ah, probably since Hageshisa to, kono mune no naka de karamitsuita shakunatesu no yami xD

And that was a year ago... Meh.

Aaaaaaah I really wonder what AND'll make with Romance... LOL

And DOG in the PWO with a Raphael song (Lillie will be happy xD)

And wtf, Matenrou Opera and X Japan LOL

This being said,

I'm not surprised to see that MERRY covered Dir en grey...

Not that Gara have been their roadie, back in the time, BUT...... 

Yeah xD

Still... Schwein no Isu !!!

Then,

Synthetic Rendition published my Twitter list~

You may go take a peek

But it's the very same than on my blog

(Copy/paste FTW, I guess xD)

Oh, and I corrected some of the links

Since they weren't working properly

And, as you may have seen in the chat box

I added some new ones to the list...

I think I spent another hour on this, yesterday... (This morning ?)

Haha ! xD

But I haven't added people from quite known bands...

Beside maybe guys from Lc5

Since you may know them thank to Miku

But

Miku doesn't have any Twitter.

Oh and there's Hiro from Librarian 

Which was in La'cryma Christi, before...

I also added Shouji Noriko...

You know that old woman interviewing bands ?

Yeah

And....

I'm kinda wondering...

WTF is the Vambie ?! LOL

I so never heard about them XDD

And I kinda spend my time on J-rock/VK news sites/blog

Must be some kind of oshare band, anyway...

Pretty sure I wouldn't like them XD

Ah and last time, 

I kinda missed Tenten...

He's in, now...

Voilà~

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I don't like when...

My friends say they aren't pretty.....

In comparison to others.

No one is pretty when they are compared to someone else.

I mean...

Compare me to Angelina Jolie and I'm not pretty anymore, eh....

People just have to be their own selves.

They have to accept themselves...

A girl who sincerely thinks she is not pretty

Won't be pretty for anyone...

There is a certain glow coming from people who accept themselves the way they are...

I think that's how people can be pretty.

It's not a make-up or clothing story...

It's just about self acceptance.

Just so you know...

I have no ugly friends.

Just sayin...

And it's not because I don't wanna be friends with someone ugly.
It's because it just happened that way.
Anyway, I think everyone can be pretty...
They just have to stop thinking they aren't
And give themselves a chance...

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I have another question.

Why does people not believe me when I say that I'm pretty shy IRL

And most likely I won't talk to them unless they come and see me ?

Seriously...

When I say this

They're just being like 

[But on your blog BLAHBLAHBLAH]

HEY YOU DUMBASS ! D8<

It's fucking waaaaaaaaaay easier to write

Than to actually speak to someone.

Specially if you're not a close friend of mine.

(This being said, I consider what common people call my close friends as friends

And what common people call friends are only people I know to me.)

Writing is somewhat anonymous.

You can say whatever you want

Even say fuck at every to fucking words you fucking say

And no one will ever look at you like this O_O

You really can say whatever you want...

If people end up ranting at you for what you said

You may just delete the comment and that'll do the trick

You can't do that in real life.

(Even though I prefer to bitch at haters than delete their comments LOL.)

And when you write

You may edit what you said

As much as you want.

Until you're pleased with it.

When you write

You can take the time to find the proper way to formulate something

While when you speak

It's more spontaneous.

Even though it could end in a pretty funny way

It could also end like....

Screwing some friendships up

Because of a misunderstanding due to the spontaneous side of it.

Also

Writing is silent.

It's less AGGRESSIVE TO READ THAT KIND OF THING

Than hearing someone screaming it.

(Have I said how much I hated noise ?)

Plus

When you write....

.....

..............

You don't stammer.

OH GOD I FUCKING HATE THAT.

This being said

I guess that I'm simply a typical geek...

I mean... 

• I'm shy, 
• I stammer, 
• I wear glasses, 
• I like computers, 
• I like video games, 
• I collect movies, old and new
• I like to do lists,
• I can't cook,
• I rather read than go clubbing,
• I like to look for where things are coming from,
• I hate grammar, syntax and spelling mistakes....

I just don't read comics/manga nor watch animes HA !

And I think it should be said once for all :

I. DON'T. LIKE. MANGAS/ANIMES.

Now please just stop looking at me as if I was an alien cause I said I don't know this or that anime or manga cause I just don't give a fuck about it.

Do you know Croix Allcine ? 

Well no cause you don't give a shit about knowing where they were before their actual band.

Or you just don't care about japanese music.

I don't like boys band either.

So no, I don't like K-pop.

Luckily,

My friends tend to respect that.

I hope everyone could do the same =____=

I mean... 

WHO CARES IF I DON'T KNOW VAMPIRE KNIGHT OR KUROSHITSUJI OR ANGEL SANCTUARY ?!?!?!?!??!

Anyway....

Whatever...

By the way

Croix Allcine is one of the, if not THE first band of BLOOD's Kiwamu.

Please, don't talk to me about GPKISM.

I don't give a damn about that.

And BLOOD is one of my favorite bands, so........

So yeah

If I go back to the main topic

I think that it's stupid to think that someone is the same

On Internet and in real life....

As stupid as to think that all J-rockers are gay

Or that Gackt never got surgery (I mean.... That's kinda obvious, y'know...)

Anyway,

Everyone has at least two personalities

I have one with my family

Which is close to the one I have with my friends and online

(Still, the one with my friends is slightly different from the online one.... Not that much, but still...)

And I have a last one with common people/people I don't know/at job....

If you think you do not have at least two personalities,

I'm sorry to tell you this, but

You are lying to yourself.

Just let things go as you feel they should go

Without restraining yourself from doing this or that for whatever reason it is.

Trust me,

You'll feel way better

And probably less stressed too... (´  . ` ;)

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Fail english is fail.

Note that the bad use of english in the title has been made on purpose, eh...

Seems like most french speaking people

Who are learning or learned english

Have a lot of difficulties getting that

In english

Even though a words sounds alike in french

It do not necessarily means the same in english.

Such as [Actually].

We use [Actuellement] in french

To say [Currently].

But, in english

[Actually] is closer to [In fact], [En fait].

[Gentle]

Many people think that

[Gentle] means [Gentil]

While [Gentil] actually means [Nice]

As in [Someone nice]

But [Gentle] means [Soft], [Doux].

And just now

I saw [To tan] used to say [To be sick of], [To be tired of].

Because, even if the proper way to say this, in french

Is [en avoir assez]

In Québec, we say [être tanné(e)]

As in France, they say [en avoir marre]

But [To tan] means [Bronzer] LOL

There are also many wrong sentences structures.

We can't take the french sentence structure and put it in english.

We can't do that with any languages.

But people can't understand that.

Even though they really are serious about learning another language.

Isn't this basic ?

Beside the vocabulary,

Isn't this one of the first things we are being taught when we learn another language ?

Okay, [Je suis malade.] is [I am sick.]

But we just can't say :

[N'est pas ça une de les premières choses nous sommes être appris quand nous apprenons un autre langage ?]

LOL.

This being said

Japaneses who try to speak english are really cute xD

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Jesus Christ R'n'R

Another thing I had to do :

8BBBBB

Now please

Just hit me with a bamboo stick (- . - ;)

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