I have another question.
Why does people not believe me when I say that I'm pretty shy IRL
And most likely I won't talk to them unless they come and see me ?
Read more...
Seriously...
When I say this
They're just being like
[But on your blog BLAHBLAHBLAH]
HEY YOU DUMBASS ! D8<
It's fucking waaaaaaaaaay easier to write
Than to actually speak to someone.
Specially if you're not a close friend of mine.
(This being said, I consider what common people call my close friends as friends
And what common people call friends are only people I know to me.)
Writing is somewhat anonymous.
You can say whatever you want
Even say fuck at every to fucking words you fucking say
And no one will ever look at you like this O_O
You really can say whatever you want...
If people end up ranting at you for what you said
You may just delete the comment and that'll do the trick
You can't do that in real life.
(Even though I prefer to bitch at haters than delete their comments LOL.)
And when you write
You may edit what you said
As much as you want.
Until you're pleased with it.
When you write
You can take the time to find the proper way to formulate something
While when you speak
It's more spontaneous.
Even though it could end in a pretty funny way
It could also end like....
Screwing some friendships up
Because of a misunderstanding due to the spontaneous side of it.
Also
Writing is silent.
It's less AGGRESSIVE TO READ THAT KIND OF THING
Than hearing someone screaming it.
Plus
When you write....
.....
..............
You don't stammer.
OH GOD I FUCKING HATE THAT.
This being said
I guess that I'm simply a typical geek...
I mean...
- I'm shy,
- I stammer,
- I wear glasses,
- I like computers,
- I like video games,
- I collect movies, old and new
- I like to do lists,
- I can't cook,
- I rather read than go clubbing,
- I like to look for where things are coming from,
- I hate grammar, syntax and spelling mistakes....
I just don't read comics/manga nor watch animes HA !
And I think it should be said once for all :
I. DON'T. LIKE. MANGAS/ANIMES.
Now please just stop looking at me as if I was an alien cause I said I don't know this or that anime or manga cause I just don't give a fuck about it.
Do you know Croix Allcine ?
Well no cause you don't give a shit about knowing where they were before their actual band.
Or you just don't care about japanese music.
I don't like boys band either.
So no, I don't like K-pop.
Luckily,
My friends tend to respect that.
I hope everyone could do the same =____=
I mean...
WHO CARES IF I DON'T KNOW VAMPIRE KNIGHT OR KUROSHITSUJI OR ANGEL SANCTUARY ?!?!?!?!??!
Anyway....
Whatever...
By the way
Croix Allcine is one of the, if not THE first band of BLOOD's Kiwamu.
Please, don't talk to me about GPKISM.
I don't give a damn about that.
And BLOOD is one of my favorite bands, so........
So yeah
If I go back to the main topic
I think that it's stupid to think that someone is the same
On Internet and in real life....
As stupid as to think that all J-rockers are gay
Or that Gackt never got surgery (I mean.... That's kinda obvious, y'know...)
Anyway,
Everyone has at least two personalities
I have one with my family
Which is close to the one I have with my friends and online
(Still, the one with my friends is slightly different from the online one.... Not that much, but still...)
And I have a last one with common people/people I don't know/at job....
If you think you do not have at least two personalities,
I'm sorry to tell you this, but
You are lying to yourself.
Just let things go as you feel they should go
Without restraining yourself from doing this or that for whatever reason it is.
Trust me,
You'll feel way better
And probably less stressed too... (´ . ` ;)