I have another question.

Why does people not believe me when I say that I'm pretty shy IRL

And most likely I won't talk to them unless they come and see me ?

Seriously...

When I say this

They're just being like 

[But on your blog BLAHBLAHBLAH]

HEY YOU DUMBASS ! D8<

It's fucking waaaaaaaaaay easier to write

Than to actually speak to someone.

Specially if you're not a close friend of mine.

(This being said, I consider what common people call my close friends as friends

And what common people call friends are only people I know to me.)

Writing is somewhat anonymous.

You can say whatever you want

Even say fuck at every to fucking words you fucking say

And no one will ever look at you like this O_O

You really can say whatever you want...

If people end up ranting at you for what you said

You may just delete the comment and that'll do the trick

You can't do that in real life.

(Even though I prefer to bitch at haters than delete their comments LOL.)

And when you write

You may edit what you said

As much as you want.

Until you're pleased with it.

When you write

You can take the time to find the proper way to formulate something

While when you speak

It's more spontaneous.

Even though it could end in a pretty funny way

It could also end like....

Screwing some friendships up

Because of a misunderstanding due to the spontaneous side of it.

Also

Writing is silent.

It's less AGGRESSIVE TO READ THAT KIND OF THING

Than hearing someone screaming it.

(Have I said how much I hated noise ?)

Plus

When you write....

.....

..............

You don't stammer.

OH GOD I FUCKING HATE THAT.

This being said

I guess that I'm simply a typical geek...

I mean... 

• I'm shy, 
• I stammer, 
• I wear glasses, 
• I like computers, 
• I like video games, 
• I collect movies, old and new
• I like to do lists,
• I can't cook,
• I rather read than go clubbing,
• I like to look for where things are coming from,
• I hate grammar, syntax and spelling mistakes....

I just don't read comics/manga nor watch animes HA !

And I think it should be said once for all :

I. DON'T. LIKE. MANGAS/ANIMES.

Now please just stop looking at me as if I was an alien cause I said I don't know this or that anime or manga cause I just don't give a fuck about it.

Do you know Croix Allcine ? 

Well no cause you don't give a shit about knowing where they were before their actual band.

Or you just don't care about japanese music.

I don't like boys band either.

So no, I don't like K-pop.

Luckily,

My friends tend to respect that.

I hope everyone could do the same =____=

I mean... 

WHO CARES IF I DON'T KNOW VAMPIRE KNIGHT OR KUROSHITSUJI OR ANGEL SANCTUARY ?!?!?!?!??!

Anyway....

Whatever...

By the way

Croix Allcine is one of the, if not THE first band of BLOOD's Kiwamu.

Please, don't talk to me about GPKISM.

I don't give a damn about that.

And BLOOD is one of my favorite bands, so........

So yeah

If I go back to the main topic

I think that it's stupid to think that someone is the same

On Internet and in real life....

As stupid as to think that all J-rockers are gay

Or that Gackt never got surgery (I mean.... That's kinda obvious, y'know...)

Anyway,

Everyone has at least two personalities

I have one with my family

Which is close to the one I have with my friends and online

(Still, the one with my friends is slightly different from the online one.... Not that much, but still...)

And I have a last one with common people/people I don't know/at job....

If you think you do not have at least two personalities,

I'm sorry to tell you this, but

You are lying to yourself.

Just let things go as you feel they should go

Without restraining yourself from doing this or that for whatever reason it is.

Trust me,

You'll feel way better

And probably less stressed too... (´  . ` ;)