I dunno how I should title this entry

Hum...

You probably all know now

That one of my biggest wish

Is to everyone to be happy

To be happy of what they are

To be happy with what they have

And all this

Since a few months now

That man who used to only drop by

Where I work

Just to say hi

Now stops to have a little chat

And often asks if he may kiss me on the cheeks

You may go like OMG AND YOU LET HIM DO THAT ?!

And being all scandalized 

But yes, I do.

Why ?

First, because I know that it won't ever go any farther

As this other old dirty man who used to flirt with me wishes it would

(That second man is just creepy D8)

And second

Because I felt like it was making him a bit happier

And he confirmed it just today

By saying that he was asking for this

Because I was a pretty lady LOL.

Sounds creepy, right ?

But it actually isn't.

This man is really nice

Really polite

Really courteous 

He's willing to help everyone

Like when he's there

And that he sees that someone is alone

To fold the quilt they just washed

He will offer to help.

He will also hold the door for every woman

And those whose arms are full.

Those are only a few examples

It may not convince you

But maybe you also know that 

I can feel when someone is being genuine

Only a few meeting are necessary to me

To know that I will get along

Or not

With someone

And I know that this man

Is a nice one.

Even though he has (had ?) some drinking problems

He's now having some meeting to get over that bad habit

I must say that I'm pretty glad he took this initiative

And all by himself !

I guess that he wants to be a better person...

So that's kinda why I let him kiss me on the cheeks

Cause I know he's honest

I know he won't ask for more

And I know it's making him feel better

Even if it's only for a second.

It may not be much

But I can give him that.

I wouldn't let everyone do so

But if it makes someone feel happy

In a un-perverted way

Then

Why not ?

And yeah...

Trucy is a mean bitch

And tries to look cold to people she doesn't know

But she's actually really soft hearted, I guess...

I don't think I really can achieve happiness

Because I don't seriously think it's something I can reach

In this kind of society

But most people thinks that

It's possible for them to reach it

And even if I think they're living in some kind of dream

I don't really want them to wake up from it.

Cause they wouldn't be happy anymore

If they were seeing the world from my eyes.

I don't think most people would be able to stand it....

And this world would be even sadder....