On another note....

In his birthday wish

My father felt the need to mention that

There would be 1 or 2 gifts for me

Under the Christmas tree...

Reading that

I wondered if he wanted me to feel accepted

Basically if he did it on purpose

Or if he just... I dunno...

Still...

I wonder what this or these will be...

Cause the way he told it

It was as if he hadn't bought them yet

But that could have been made on purpose too XD

I always wonder what my gifts would be

Everyone's gifts

But this...

Is quite intriguing...

Thinking about it

None of my parents asked me for a wish list

So I wonder what they would have come up with...

Did they too in consideration what

I wrote in my FaceBook statuses ?

Like each time I went like 

OMG I WANT THIS

or

I'M ABOUT TO BUY THIS FFFUUUU-

So I'm really wondering what this Christmas will look like...

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Life report

So yesterday

I watched Kinky Boots

A quite light movie, in my opinion.

They called it a comedy

But

I just don't know how this should be called.

Ah !

But still

I didn't think it sucked, at least.

Also

Safari died yesterday

Or a few days before

But anyway

I went to get Chromium

But seems like it wouldn't load Blogger's entry page.

I guess I would only have had to get a patch or something

But lazy me only deleted it

To go get Chrome

It's the very same thing, actually.

Still... I'm so amazed by how fast it works...

Feels like I'm a few years back

When my PC wasn't suck a cunt...

Also

Today was my birthday

So I officially turned 22.

And I still don't feel like it.

So today has only been the typical Trucy Sunday.

Drama included LOL.

But still

Starting now

Growing a year older every year

Won't mean anything

Until 18 years from now

When I will fear a certain crisis.

And then

10 years after that

When I'll reach the half a century age

When I'll realize that I spent

More of my life that what is remaining.

But beside this

Aging won't mean anything.

It's just a number.

It's as futile as everything else.

Cause

When you're a kid

You are growing

You are getting taller

You change with years.

When you're a teen

Being 13 sucks

Being 15 and 16 makes you feel awesome

When you're 17, you can't wait to turn 18.

Being 18 makes you an adult (In Québec, at least)

Then 19 is the last year before you turn 20.

Exciting, isn't it ?

Then you turn 20

And realize you really are an adult now...

And then

You turn 21 and you are an adult everywhere in the world.

But then... 22 means nothing.

Neither does 23.

Nor 24.

25 is a quarter of a century

But that's no big deal.

And so on until you reach 40

When most people feels like they need to adjust their lives or something...

And realize they aren't quite young anymore...

Then you turn 50...

And most likely that 

More than half of your life just passed...

And then

You start counting the years

Until you die.

Growing a year older each years

Only makes me feel like I'm getting closer to nothing.

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