When there's nothing interesting at HMV...

You go buy clothes.

Well... 

At least, I did.

So I went to H&M

Bought a large, warm, woolen shirt

And the very same dress I had in black and white stripes

But all in black, this time

And then, I went at Freedom central...

Haven't got there in ages...

I left with a new NBC tee

And FINALLY.

That famous Sex Pistols God Save The Queen shirt.

Also

At H&M

I tried on a dress

It was pretty cute

Almost looked like lingerie

But...

Well...

There was no room for my breast >8(

Like if girls who wear 10-12 had no breast...

EH ?!

HELLO !!!!

Rounder girls usually DO. HAVE. BOOBIES.

Sad cause everything else fit perfectly -.-

And even sadder cause it would have been reaaaally pretty 

With a little fluffy petticoat under it

With a visible lace trim...

Bleh.

Edit :
I'VE BEEN FOOLED.
Or I simply haven't looked well enough...
In the end, it's an ANARCHY IN THE UK shirt...
Oh well..
At least it's not a random band shirt...
It's still a Sex Pistols one XD

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Aaaaawwwww...

I'm not into D anymore

But I think this picture is cute.

Asagi looks nice...

Feels weird...

LOL

And

And

And

OMG RUIZA jksdhksajdhkjshdka 

D8 ♥

He soooooo looks like a chipmunk or something

Aaaaaw D8 ♥

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Stupid people are stupid.
Freaking sweet lolita everywhere pisses me off.
BodyLine is a dick.
I pre-ordered LOTUS yo modafucka.
With a VA with 90's covers.
It MUST be good.
I fucking paid almost 70 bucks for those shits.
Fuckers ! D8<


CRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUU >8(


End of the story.

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ME MEME ME

Matsuro, Lillie Joe and Tomoyo did it...

I guess I had to..

Age 10 : Super wide MUST tee + beige cigarette jeans with white and pink Addidas running shoes

Age 13 : No style

Age 16 : Goffick MANÂÂÂÂÂÂ \m/

Now : Well... This. With eyebrows though..

I like how at age 16, we were all goffick/emo....

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My weird dreams and me.

Weird isn't even a word strong enough to describe this one O_O

It was like if I was a spy

Some kind of Bond Girl or whatever

I entered a house 

And it was full of evil sumos o_o

When I reached the living room

I saw that they were strangling four people.

I then realized that those people actually were Die, Kaoru, Kyo and Shinya

So I went like [gasp] and felt like crying

But I couldn't do anything

When they left them for dead,

I realized that Toshiya was missing

So when only 3-4 sumos were still remaining in the room

I got out of my hiding spot

And started to cry out to ask them [WHERE IS TOSHIYA ?! WHERE THE FUCK IS TOSHIYA ?!]

But they were all like [Who the fuck are you ?! We don't even know who you're talking about]

I don't quite remember how this happened

But then

I was outside

Hiding beside a small pool

And some of the sumos where being thrown in it (SPLASH, eh...)

Then I saw that Kaoru, Kyo and Shinya were in the pool

And especially that they were actually drowning Kyo...

Another blank 

Then, the sumos were gone

I managed to get Kaoru, Kyo and Shinya out of the pool

I somewhat was convinced that Kaoru wasn't dead

But I was also kind of in despair

I guess you understand why

And then, Die arrived

As if he didn't know what just happened

And he somewhat went in the same state as I

I explained what happened

And told him that I was sure that Kaoru was still alive

But he went like [Come on, we must leave]

And I asked him [Where is Toshiya ?] in tears

And he showed me some kind of doll

And I knew that this doll was actually Toshiya

Even though it was blonde and wearing a turquoise dress o_ô

And I knew that he was safe

I repeated that I was convinced that Kaoru was not dead

But Die took my hand

Forcing me to leave

So as we were leaving

I saw Kaoru kinda morph back into a doll too

And close his eyes...

And then I knew he was dead

And I woke up.

SERIOUSLY WTF IS THIIIIIIIIS ?!?!? O_O

Sumo, Dir, Dolls ?! WHAT ?!

I really don't get it O___O;

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I dunno how I should title this entry

Hum...

You probably all know now

That one of my biggest wish

Is to everyone to be happy

To be happy of what they are

To be happy with what they have

And all this

Since a few months now

That man who used to only drop by

Where I work

Just to say hi

Now stops to have a little chat

And often asks if he may kiss me on the cheeks

You may go like OMG AND YOU LET HIM DO THAT ?!

And being all scandalized 

But yes, I do.

Why ?

First, because I know that it won't ever go any farther

As this other old dirty man who used to flirt with me wishes it would

(That second man is just creepy D8)

And second

Because I felt like it was making him a bit happier

And he confirmed it just today

By saying that he was asking for this

Because I was a pretty lady LOL.

Sounds creepy, right ?

But it actually isn't.

This man is really nice

Really polite

Really courteous 

He's willing to help everyone

Like when he's there

And that he sees that someone is alone

To fold the quilt they just washed

He will offer to help.

He will also hold the door for every woman

And those whose arms are full.

Those are only a few examples

It may not convince you

But maybe you also know that 

I can feel when someone is being genuine

Only a few meeting are necessary to me

To know that I will get along

Or not

With someone

And I know that this man

Is a nice one.

Even though he has (had ?) some drinking problems

He's now having some meeting to get over that bad habit

I must say that I'm pretty glad he took this initiative

And all by himself !

I guess that he wants to be a better person...

So that's kinda why I let him kiss me on the cheeks

Cause I know he's honest

I know he won't ask for more

And I know it's making him feel better

Even if it's only for a second.

It may not be much

But I can give him that.

I wouldn't let everyone do so

But if it makes someone feel happy

In a un-perverted way

Then

Why not ?

And yeah...

Trucy is a mean bitch

And tries to look cold to people she doesn't know

But she's actually really soft hearted, I guess...

I don't think I really can achieve happiness

Because I don't seriously think it's something I can reach

In this kind of society

But most people thinks that

It's possible for them to reach it

And even if I think they're living in some kind of dream

I don't really want them to wake up from it.

Cause they wouldn't be happy anymore

If they were seeing the world from my eyes.

I don't think most people would be able to stand it....

And this world would be even sadder....

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If you could ship one person into outer space, never to be heard from again, who would you do that to?

Only one ? D8
I wish I could erase every stupid people from Earth D8 (Basically ¾ of Earth population LOL)
But only one... I don't know... I don't hate anybody long enough to wish they could just disappear...
I always end up wishing everyone to live happily ever after and feeling sad for them when they just don't get what's wrong with them, so.............. ._.

Ask it !

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I was actually going to write something about my boring life

But I found this : 

http://www.tokyohive.com/2010/11/the-gazettes-aoi-stirs-up-debate-about-vocaloid-artists-through-controversial-tweets/

And I seriously LAUGHED MY ASS OFF.

OMG

LOL.

Mikutards much ?

AHAHAHAHAHAH.

I don't like Hatsune Miku

Nor any other vocaloid 

And I couldn't really put in words why I didn't liked them

But he did XD

I'm almost sad that he tried to fix things up after that XD

I mean... This is so priceless XDDD

In the end

HATERS GONNA HATE.

And I still and will always think that Vocaloids kinda suck...

HA !

Now about my boring life.

Yesterday.

Oh yeah yesterday.

Could you believe I didn't touch my computer 

For the WHOOOOOLE day ?

I actually did.

Why ?

One word :

Migraine.

I so rarely have one of those... D8

Maximum twice a year...

But yesterday... UGH.

You know

When your head hurts so much that your heart starts to ache too

Cause you don't feel like eating

Cause moving your jaw makes your brain aches even more

And you can barely sleep cause you keep waking up 

Cause it's painful

D8

So I spend my whole day sleeping

And waking up every two hours or so...

Last time I looked at the time

Before going to bed because my head started to ache

It was 1:11 AM

I first woke up at 1:11 PM o_ô

Feeling like a red steel stick was stuck behind my eyes

From a temple to the other

X___X

After a moment

I realized I couldn't sleep anymore

I wasn't tired anymore

So I decided to watch movies...

Around 9PM

I was almost feeling good...

But I watched another movie

And the aching came back D8

And then I went to sleep for real... 

And this morning

It was gone...

Luckily D8<

I hate feeling this weak >_>...

I know that some people kinda enjoy it

So that others may complain for them

But I just hate that

And people who do that too >_>...

In the end

If I complain about it

It's just cause it happened

And it explains why I wasn't loafing around, yesterday.

End of the story.

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Gigigear.

3 days without posting anything ?

Could that be possible ?

Well, yes.

I've been reading

For the past 2 days

So I don't really have anything to say...

OMG LIKE I BLINKED And...

Oh..

Well... I blinked and 

The colours of my screen went back to normal

But then it just went back to

Its usual shadyness >_>...

Stupid shit -.-

I need a new sceen T_T

Yeah.

Actually

I wanted to...

Not rant, but... 

Oh well...

LOOK.

NEW TOO-DARK-WE-CAN-BARELY-SEE-THEM PICS ! 

http://www.direngrey.co.jp/english/e-band.html

Oh...

I feel like Die went like

[Oh ! Today I'm moddafukin Sugizo like yeah ! \o/]

Meh ?

Maybe it's just me....

Is it ?! o_o

Also...

I don't understand fangirls

Who creamed their pants with this...

I mean... 

We can't even see the half of their faces...

UR SO PURDY I CANT SEE ALFO YER FACE

I guess their just being...

Fangirls...

Anyway

There will be a new single

On January 26th.

It's called LOTUS.

Please, look forward it !

It's already for presale on CDJapan~

(It was kinda about time...

Hageshisa to, kono mune no naka de karamitsuita shakunetsu no yami

Had been released on December 2nd, last year...)

Man, I had no Sugizo tag ?

Mah....

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This is another title.

I sleep pretty bad, lately...

Dunno why

I'm not stressed or anything...

Nothing more or less than usual

Beside the fact that I need to wash my clothes

Before I have nothing to wear... HA !

But that's not stressful...

Anyway

This morning

When I woke up

Cause yeah, for once

I got up in the morning

Without any alarm

I found out that the left side of my hips

Hurt horribly.

In the articulation of the leg, you know..

D8

And you probably know too

That when I actually feel pain

It's that it really hurts.

Otherwise, I don't bother complain about it.

During the day

I realized that, when I woke up

My bed sheets were all undone

More than the usual

I guess I my muscle kinda strained

While I was sleeping...

Meh...

Also

Lately

Let's say... For a week or so

I always feel exhausted

I guess it's because I can't sleep pretty well...

I sleep for quite long period of time

Like around 10 hours a night

But I keep waking up pretty early 

And then sleep and wake up constantly...

I guess I'm too used to get not much sleeping hours...

Since I usually get 5-6 hours of sleep a night...

Oh man

My life just sucks >____>

This being said,

I feel like reading again...

I used to read a fucking lot when I was in primary school

And in my early years at high school...

Then I just read stuff like Harry Potter and Patrick Senécal's and a few Anne Rice's...

I kinda miss the time when I read a novel per 2 weeks...

Even though I was 10-12...

I read my mother's book...

I read my first (and only LOL) Stephen King when I was 11 or 12 o_ô

The same goes for Not Without my Daughter o_ô

So yeah... 

I'll start reading again, I guess

Or I'll just get bored again once I'll be done reading Lost Souls... 

(Which I started almost a year ago ? x_X)

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaah....

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