It's not a sad or angry feeling. It's an empty feeling.

Subject: To Kaoru-san

I have a dream that I want to fulfill now but because I am afraid I haven't progressed at all and I find this self of mine deplorable and shameful. I am worried about on how can this cowardly self of mine leave her shell...Kaoru-san, an advice please!!!

Kaoru: I think it's good if you slowly start with things that you can do. It's okay if you take a detour because you have to do something!

I KNOOOOOW.

Now the question is

[Where to start ?]

But that's not a question anyone else but me (or yourself) can answer.

Where to start ?

Well I should start with a major kick to my butt.

That's where to start.

Especially now that life is getting....
Really boring.