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Subject: To Kyo-san

Now, I hate it when I study like what my parents tell me but I also hate it when they get angry with me if I get a bad grade so I live a bit like how they tell me to and I can't help but become really angry with this half-baked/halfhearted self of mine everyday. Nor do I have anything that I want to something that I want to gamble my whole life in, and honestly I can't even acknowledge and believe in myself. What should I do in order to be able to conquer/change the current situation?

Kyo: You don't trust yourself...then who's going to believe in you?

 

 

SJKjkfsdhfkjsdhfksjdfhk T__T ♥

Aaaaaaw....

If I was that fan, I probably would have cried... ; ^ ;

 

Kick your ass, little fan ! Do what YOU want, become what YOU are... I know that Japan's way of thinking and acting is different from Canada's one, but... You are the only one who can build yourself, you are the only one who is living your life... You don't have to let anyone make choices for your life, even if they're your parents.  I don't know who you are, but I know that everyone deserves to have a good life and the only way to acheive this is to be yourself, be true to yourself, make your own choices, live your own life.  And I hope that Kyo's answer had an impact on you and that it'll make you realize those things and that it would help you to reach your own goals...

 

TwT/

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Oi...

Je suis en train de taper une fic que j'ai terminé y a un moment déjà... en fait, j'hésitais à vraiment la poster, mais finalement, why not... J'vais avoir l'impression d'être plus productive comme ça XDDDDDDD

Mais ouin, à l'origine, j'avais mis Hazuki comme perso principal pis... finalement, non, ça marchait trop pas... Donc j'ai changé de nom... Pis LÀ tu parles XDD Mais j'vais garder le nom secret, j'veux vous surprendre XD
Je l'ai déjà utilisé dans une seule autre fic, une vieille fic... Genre 2006, or so... dans le temps où j'écrivais vraiment tout le temps XDD C'était une one-shot, j'crois... Une fucking longue one-shot, mais une one-shot quand même... C'est en voulant changer de personnage que j'ai ouvert mon dossier de photos pis que là, j'ai vu le dossier de son groupe pis j'ai entendu des chants céleste XDD (Si j'dis que j'en écoute, dernièrement, est-ce que ça le vend ? XD)
Pis c'est ça, c'est écrit au "je", encore... pis pis pis... XDDDD

[...]Aussi fier que la flamme olympique, je vous dis !

OSTIE XDDD Quand j'me suis relue, j'ai ri, ok ? XDDDDDDDDDD
Ah ! Faut aussi dire que le perso est un peu... Simplet, disons-le ainsi... pis y'est vraiment obnobulé par les cheveux rouge de Die XD Fait que ouin, flamme olympique desu >XD (Ostie que j'me trouve encore drôle... XDD Câlice !)
J'sais juste pas si à la fin, vous allez comprendre que... Arf... Non, j'peux comme pas dire ça, j'vais révéler le punch... D8... Bon, j'écrirai une note à la fin... -.-

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Does that mean..........

Well the 3rd day of rehearsals is over.
Anyway there is overwhelmingly a lot of songs that I need to remember this time so its tough.
I hit so much that my index finger has become 1.5 times bigger than normal.

First, HOLY FUCK.  1.5 times bigger.  Hardcore.

A lot of songs that he needs to remember (By the way, this is a part of one of Shinya's blog entries translated by Risu at Orchestred Chaos). Does that mean... that... they'll be playing some old songs to their up coming tour ? *o*
DJSKHDKJSHDKJSHDJH.  Now THAT's overwhelming *_____* ♥

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Dir en grey is turning to black metal.

LOL.

That's all.

(Note that they aren't really turning to black metal, eh...  Just that t-shirt's logo's design reminds me of B' bands' t-shirts or something... XD They're still fuckin rockstars(,) bitches !)

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Dir en grey VS Tokio Hotel

>XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

 

http://newsroom.mtv.com/2010/06/23/world-cup-germany-japan/

 

But.  It's 58% for Tokio Hotel.  CRUSH THEM.  Vote for Dir en grey, guys D8< You don't want those fags of Tokio Hotel to win -.-

It's commercial shitez against kickass metal, your choice shouldn't be hard to make è_é !!!!

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Oh yeah, I have to update my blog with ! 8B

First of all, yesterday, I moved in.  I must say that I love my room, even though it's small and we barely can see the floor and that it's LIME GREEN and white XD... I'll gothize this later.  LOL. Cause yeah, in the end, I'll paint it in a deep violet and put some grey and black accent cause most of my furnitures are made of BEAUUUUUUUUUUUTIFUUUUUUUUUUL grey melamine (They're like... 25 years old, so... Ah ! the 80's furnitures...), so I wanna paint some huh... window/door frames, probably, in grey and whatever remaining will be in black... There's my computer desk that I'll paint in black.... And I'll by some black and some Beetlejuice styled striped fabrics to make like 379846823746862378462873 curtains *o*

 

Other than this, yesterday, my mother sent me to buy some beer and they asked for my ID which I haven't took with me... And they asked for it again when I went to buy some cigarettes, today... WTF.  Does my face got any younger ?! Is it cause I forgot to put make-up on today and I didn't worn any yesterday and that I look younger this way ?! o___o I don,t get it, before that, people used to think I was 25 or something =.=; Maybe it's the red hair with a Nightmare Before Christmas shirt combo.... D8...

 

Also, I found back my Doraemon dildo picture 8D :

 

Disturbing.

Actually, there was something else I wanted to talk about, but seems like I forgot... Eh. AH YEAH. I remember, in the end.

My "new" converses are officially DEAD. So the only shoes that are remaining are like... heels... So... I guess that I could start my feet training... LOL.  And start really feminizing myself XD so, if Lillie-Joe's summer is a synonym for yamamba and ganguro, mine should be the same for pin-up and the 40-50's... For real, this time.   And I'll buy new shoes later XD

Talking about shoes, I need to buy a rope so that I can hang my dead shoes as in Big Fish... :

Probably hang them in front of my bed, where D'espairsRay's poster is now... I'll remove it, put my "bulletin board" there and the shoes over it... *nods*

In the end... I'll have a freaking Burton-esque room XDDDDD ♥

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His right tattoo sleeve wasn't this long, isn't it ?

Aaaah... I've nothing else to say besides OMG FAIL cause I thought we were already on June 23rd... But we're on the 22nd....  Oh well, I guess it's just that I can't wait to move in XD

Yeah, and :

The pigs.... remind me... of Saw.

HOLY FUCK SJKDHKSJDHJK XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

You know the Monopoly Canada version.... We had to vote for cities we wanted to see on the board and... On RadioX, they pushed us to vote for Beauceville.  WELL.  Beauceville'll be on Monopoly Canada's board XDDDD

I never thought they'd make it XD


Edit 10/06/23 : Regarding Kaoru's tattoo sleeve, well... I looked at Flavie's poster's in our room, since I removed mine, and... Well... It was this long... Just my memories which got fucked again XD

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Luckily, there was no one in here...

Cause I really laughed out loud in a kinda weird way... Huhu.

 

 

Subject: To Die-san
What does the heavy drinker Die-san recommend for snacks with alcohol?

Die: First of all I am not a heavy drinker. Jagariko Potato Salad

 
 
Everything while listening to Slipknot's Snuff on the radio..... Man.... This song is fucking powerful o_ô

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I just saw this...

 

In lime green.

 

Don't you understand that after my violet 1950-something Cadillac hearse, my dream car is like... a 1960-something lime green Mustang ?! (that one was like 1969 or so... Not that I really know about it... But I've a friend called Google...)

SDKHSJKDHSJKDSF T^T.  Dammit.  Why have I such expensive tastes ? XD

 

Yeah, and now you know that I like cars.... Yeah, more like old cars. Huhu.

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I admit that I laughed out loud on this.

http://newsroom.mtv.com/2010/06/17/world-cup-brazil-japan

 

What's so funny ?

Uhuhuh. 

 

Soulfly VS Dir en grey.

 

I guess that most of my readers didn't even knew about Soulfly before now, but still... The main point of the thing is that I know them... They're not bad... BUt Dir en grey fucking owns them a million times XDDD (By the way, Dir en grey wins the poll with like... 92%... Lol.)

 

 

Wait a sec...

Brazil is currently getting trounced by the Tokio Hotel-lead German squad in their other opening round match-up, so they'll need a victory if they hope to advance. But they're up against a strong contender in Japan, who brings eclecticism and experience to the table. Really, this game should be considered metal-only, as Brazil brings Soulfly in a head-to-head against Japanese masters Dir En Grey. Which will score a victory?

 

Does that mean there'll be like a.... Tokio Hotel VS Dir en grey... ?!?

 

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>XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Lemme laugh mah ass off !

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