Ouuh love cats !
Mia couchée dans le bordel de l'armoire
Pis Honey, le fils de Mia, deux fois plus gros que sa mère, couché sur moi xD
Va falloir que j'prenne une photo de Betty....
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Xmas is gone until 2010.
Berallwarp Rheim's singer sings.... with EMOTION. XD Luv it.
So yeah, lot of emotion during the night from the 24 to the 25 but now, everything seems to be fine.
Sure, you all want to know what I received, don't you ?
Not much, this year, but who cares, anyway ? So I got a pillow, 75 bucks, a new camera, Swing kids, Resident Evil's Trilogy, Hell.com, and some junk from the gift exchanges XD
Not much, but I'm glad, I've seen the family and that's all I wanted, basically.
I've also caught Teddiursa in Pokémon Platinum... LOL.
And I came to realize something... Everyone asked me if I was to be at my father's for Xmas.... As if I was mad at him or vice versa or something.... But... No. I mean... We haven't really talked for a while, him and me, but.... what happenedas... a few years ago ? I think we got over it, people should get over it too.
Of course, I don't agree with some things he may say or may have said and I'm sure the same goes for him as well (Isn't it ?)... But I don't see what's the point of still arguing about it now... I've my life, he has his, I've made mistake, but so did him, everyone makes mistakes, we are just humans after all.
I think I understand his way of seeing, I don't know if he does the same with mine, but I respect it, even though I don't agree with everything... There's no need to argue with some as... futile... as this...
It has been frustrating in the past, but now... It's belonging to the past. Final period. The page has been turned.
He's still my father, after all... and even if he hasn't been at home as often as my mother did, it's still a bit because of him that I am who I am now. You always have to be thankful to your parents... Sometimes, you may think they don't, but your parents will always love you from the bottom of their heart.
Oh and... I'm not completely adult yet, I haven't arrived there yet, but I'm not a teen anymore either. I maybe haven't got any teen crisis or something, but I don't think I'll have any either. Yes, I dress in a peculiar way, yes, I have a girlfriend and I love her, yes, I listen to weird music, yes, my way of thinking and seeing things is quite dark and may sounds depressing to some, yes, all I want to do is realated to arts and we can't be rich with this and yes, I'm different from what a majority of people is, but I won't ever be anyone else. I am me and I'm happier this way than if I'd try to be like anyone else. Yes I'm the black sheep, yes I don't enjoy going out in bars and stuff and yes, I hate people and have difficulties with social relations... But in the end, that's my problem ! I guess I'm able to deal with it. Maybe others would think I'm a fool to have this way of living, thinking, acting and everything else, but maybe that I think theirs is fool too, don't you think ?
I won't ever change, no one really changes, those who tried always failed. You can't be anyone else than yourself, as well as everyone doesn't get along well with everyone either, we also have a lot of qualities but we also have a lot of flaws and people who agree with everyone are only une maudite gang de téteux (ass-kissing creeps). That's all.
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So yeah, lot of emotion during the night from the 24 to the 25 but now, everything seems to be fine.
Sure, you all want to know what I received, don't you ?
Not much, this year, but who cares, anyway ? So I got a pillow, 75 bucks, a new camera, Swing kids, Resident Evil's Trilogy, Hell.com, and some junk from the gift exchanges XD
Not much, but I'm glad, I've seen the family and that's all I wanted, basically.
I've also caught Teddiursa in Pokémon Platinum... LOL.
And I came to realize something... Everyone asked me if I was to be at my father's for Xmas.... As if I was mad at him or vice versa or something.... But... No. I mean... We haven't really talked for a while, him and me, but.... what happenedas... a few years ago ? I think we got over it, people should get over it too.
Of course, I don't agree with some things he may say or may have said and I'm sure the same goes for him as well (Isn't it ?)... But I don't see what's the point of still arguing about it now... I've my life, he has his, I've made mistake, but so did him, everyone makes mistakes, we are just humans after all.
I think I understand his way of seeing, I don't know if he does the same with mine, but I respect it, even though I don't agree with everything... There's no need to argue with some as... futile... as this...
It has been frustrating in the past, but now... It's belonging to the past. Final period. The page has been turned.
He's still my father, after all... and even if he hasn't been at home as often as my mother did, it's still a bit because of him that I am who I am now. You always have to be thankful to your parents... Sometimes, you may think they don't, but your parents will always love you from the bottom of their heart.
Oh and... I'm not completely adult yet, I haven't arrived there yet, but I'm not a teen anymore either. I maybe haven't got any teen crisis or something, but I don't think I'll have any either. Yes, I dress in a peculiar way, yes, I have a girlfriend and I love her, yes, I listen to weird music, yes, my way of thinking and seeing things is quite dark and may sounds depressing to some, yes, all I want to do is realated to arts and we can't be rich with this and yes, I'm different from what a majority of people is, but I won't ever be anyone else. I am me and I'm happier this way than if I'd try to be like anyone else. Yes I'm the black sheep, yes I don't enjoy going out in bars and stuff and yes, I hate people and have difficulties with social relations... But in the end, that's my problem ! I guess I'm able to deal with it. Maybe others would think I'm a fool to have this way of living, thinking, acting and everything else, but maybe that I think theirs is fool too, don't you think ?
I won't ever change, no one really changes, those who tried always failed. You can't be anyone else than yourself, as well as everyone doesn't get along well with everyone either, we also have a lot of qualities but we also have a lot of flaws and people who agree with everyone are only une maudite gang de téteux (ass-kissing creeps). That's all.
Friday, December 25, 2009
Wooooo. Wonderful Xmas.
Seriously....
Okay, my mother drank, I had to drive back home and well... When she drinks, she tends to lose her patience even faster than the usual... But my sister(s) is(are) always playing with her nerves, specially by acting like total bitch(es).
This just happened.... Why ? Cause my aunt and my five cousins were supposed to sleep at home but my sister didn't want to sleep in my brothers room (cause it's "disgusting") so that two of my cousins would sleep in my sister's double bed, the other in my other sis' bed so that my sisters would sleep in my brother's room wuth my other cousin. (While the boys would sleep in the living room...)
But the thing is that the anger level was even higher than the usual and my mom then got some kind of nervous breakdown... For something THIS ridiculous ?!
In the end, her sister brought her (along with her 3 younger kids) at her place so they could talk a bit and that my mom would have to see my sisters' faces before tomorrow (for everyone's sake)
*sigh*.... What a beautiful Christmas...
I feel my heart breaking when my mother is crying like this... Cause... I guess I'm able to understand how she feels in those moment and she's proably wondering what she did wrong when she educated her children when those things happen...
But the thing is that she rarely gets mad at me or my brother.... But she often do with my sisters.... My brother and I are Sagitariuses and my sisters are both Aquariuses... Maybe that the explosivity of Taurus (like my mom is) doesn't get well with the stupid bitchery of Aquarius ?
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Okay, my mother drank, I had to drive back home and well... When she drinks, she tends to lose her patience even faster than the usual... But my sister(s) is(are) always playing with her nerves, specially by acting like total bitch(es).
This just happened.... Why ? Cause my aunt and my five cousins were supposed to sleep at home but my sister didn't want to sleep in my brothers room (cause it's "disgusting") so that two of my cousins would sleep in my sister's double bed, the other in my other sis' bed so that my sisters would sleep in my brother's room wuth my other cousin. (While the boys would sleep in the living room...)
But the thing is that the anger level was even higher than the usual and my mom then got some kind of nervous breakdown... For something THIS ridiculous ?!
In the end, her sister brought her (along with her 3 younger kids) at her place so they could talk a bit and that my mom would have to see my sisters' faces before tomorrow (for everyone's sake)
*sigh*.... What a beautiful Christmas...
I feel my heart breaking when my mother is crying like this... Cause... I guess I'm able to understand how she feels in those moment and she's proably wondering what she did wrong when she educated her children when those things happen...
But the thing is that she rarely gets mad at me or my brother.... But she often do with my sisters.... My brother and I are Sagitariuses and my sisters are both Aquariuses... Maybe that the explosivity of Taurus (like my mom is) doesn't get well with the stupid bitchery of Aquarius ?
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Hiiiin >8B
Hi, Trucydae Theadviling.
かや (Kaya_rose) is now following your tweets on Twitter.
>8B
Un autre qui va pouvoir voir toute la marde que j'écris LOL. Mais ouin, en fait y doit avoir décidé de follow back tous ses followers ou presque xD
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Ru:natic
Ru:natic, ok, c'est un groupe qui vient JUSTE de commencer... Kasu les a trouvé parce qu'un des guitaristes du groupe l'a Petayer sur Ameba et pis... Sont vraiment, mais genre VRAIMENT oldschool. Pas juste en photo, pas juste musicalement... LES DEUX.
http://ru-natic.com/discography.html
First, écoutez les previews <3
Second :
Tu comprends tu que Kei, c'est genre trop La'Mule...
Que Tokkiy a l'air d'un mix du dude de SEX-ANDROID pis de S@tt-on en plus d'avoir un nom qui finit comme Takeswiy... Y'est fan de NOIZ, oublie ça XD
pis que Kijin, c'est tellement genre un mélange de pas mal tout le monde dans Noir Fleurir avec Kyouka (d'Aliene Ma'riage, hein...) à cause de la larme pis du casse en plume xD
Y'a juste le chanteur que j'sais pas trop... M'enfin... À part qui a un peu l'air d'un wannabe Kaoru... LOL
Sauf que là, comme y font du old-school, qui viennent de starter pis qui ont juste un demo de sorti, ben oublie ça, y'a PERSONNE qui a ça.... Mais... On peut acheter online, mais comme c'est tout enchinois japonais, ben faut que j'utilise mon ami Google.... Pis de c'que j'ai compris, j'crois que d'acheter oversea, ça dérange pas, mais que faut faire un paiement par transfert de banque pis c'est comme .__________. ouin.... Complicated much. Fait que j'leur ai envoyé un email en anglais ben basic XD Pis j'leur ai dit qu'ils avaient déjà deux fans aux Canada \o/
Mais c'est ça, Kasu pis moi on trippe ben raide XDDD <3<3
We already created a fanpage on FaceBook !!!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Runatic/217153468438#/pages/Runatic/217153468438
Read more...
http://ru-natic.com/discography.html
First, écoutez les previews <3
Second :
Tu comprends tu que Kei, c'est genre trop La'Mule...
Que Tokkiy a l'air d'un mix du dude de SEX-ANDROID pis de S@tt-on en plus d'avoir un nom qui finit comme Takeswiy... Y'est fan de NOIZ, oublie ça XD
pis que Kijin, c'est tellement genre un mélange de pas mal tout le monde dans Noir Fleurir avec Kyouka (d'Aliene Ma'riage, hein...) à cause de la larme pis du casse en plume xD
Y'a juste le chanteur que j'sais pas trop... M'enfin... À part qui a un peu l'air d'un wannabe Kaoru... LOL
Sauf que là, comme y font du old-school, qui viennent de starter pis qui ont juste un demo de sorti, ben oublie ça, y'a PERSONNE qui a ça.... Mais... On peut acheter online, mais comme c'est tout en
Mais c'est ça, Kasu pis moi on trippe ben raide XDDD <3<3
We already created a fanpage on FaceBook !!!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Runatic/217153468438#/pages/Runatic/217153468438
Je veux....
- Écrire et publier un livre.
- Chanter.
- Ouvrir un cabaret 40's styled et y être, justement, chanteuse de cabaret.
- Ouvrir un café-boutique.
- Fonder un groupe d'électro-goth.
- En apprendre plus sur les problèmes et maladies mentales.
- En apprendre plus sur la psychologie.
- Devenir une designer de mode avec le même genre de renommée que Vivienne Westwood.
- Devenir designer de vêtements pour Drag Queen.
- Faire des covers de tounes de Dalida, Edith Piaf, Juliette Gréco pis Marilyn Monroe.
- Une garde-robe casual-goth, goth, retro/pin-up, gothic/elegant gothic/guro/kuro/punk lolita, punk.
- Être capable d'écrire des articles de blogs plus constructif que ça pour pouvoir être un peu comme La Carmina francophone.
Musique, Mode, Écriture et Psychologie/Psychiatrie... Ouais... La question est "Vais-je y arriver avant d'être trop vieille ?"
Je dis oui.
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
C'EST BEAUUUUUUU.
What a banner, isn't it ?
IT'S ONE OF THE UGLIEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN.
I'M LOVIN IT !
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IT'S ONE OF THE UGLIEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN.
I'M LOVIN IT !
There ain't no mountain high enough !
Top Artists
Last 7 days
1 Gothika 161
2 Dir en grey 36
3 Evanescence 19
3 MALICE MIZER 19
5 ムック 18
6 PIERROT 17
7 ヴィドール 16
7 Blood 16
9 Nightmare 14
10 Kaya 13
11 Vitas 12
12 BUCK-TICK 11
12 Hora 11
14 Michael Jackson 10
14 RENTRER EN SOI 10
16 LAREINE 9
16 La'Mule 9
16 The Birthday Massacre 9
16 Nightwish 9
20 Eths 8
I think it's representative enough.
I have a blister the size of a quarter under my heel. Feels like I'm always walking on something.
I'm on vacation from now to January 4th inclusively.
I feel like going back into girliness.
I need to finish to wash the dished. Sucks.
I need to pack up my stuff. Dunno how much time I'll pass at my mom's, but sure I'll be back for the 31st.
I LOVE. LOVE. Inugami Kyouko's new look.
I miss my girl ;_;
Read more...
Last 7 days
1 Gothika 161
2 Dir en grey 36
3 Evanescence 19
3 MALICE MIZER 19
5 ムック 18
6 PIERROT 17
7 ヴィドール 16
7 Blood 16
9 Nightmare 14
10 Kaya 13
11 Vitas 12
12 BUCK-TICK 11
12 Hora 11
14 Michael Jackson 10
14 RENTRER EN SOI 10
16 LAREINE 9
16 La'Mule 9
16 The Birthday Massacre 9
16 Nightwish 9
20 Eths 8
I think it's representative enough.
I have a blister the size of a quarter under my heel. Feels like I'm always walking on something.
I'm on vacation from now to January 4th inclusively.
I feel like going back into girliness.
I need to finish to wash the dished. Sucks.
I need to pack up my stuff. Dunno how much time I'll pass at my mom's, but sure I'll be back for the 31st.
I LOVE. LOVE. Inugami Kyouko's new look.
I miss my girl ;_;
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