I'm lamer than you are : I can't even directly tell you this.

And it's illegible...

And I don't even know if you'll ever see this...

But I truly am sorry.

But in the same way you think no one really cares about you,

I don't think you care about me caring about you.

And I'd feel awkward if you end up mentioning this to me

This must be why I am unable to directly tell you this.

And I feel miserable because this very same reason.

And if you know to whom this is for

Maybe you could show her ?

By the way

I'm not being nostalgic about some kind of lost friendship.

Not at all.

This is another story.