It just doesn't feel the same

What an emo title !

Well........ 2 months ago, I had a whole bunch of followers

It seems like they would follow this blog forever

But two months without me updating this blog must have killed them.

I'm aware that I just quite changed my way of blogging but...

I don't know...

Do you think it is annoying ?

I just feel like I'm back at the bottom of the ladder

And that's kinda annoying me...

Anyway...

Lately, on facebook, many photographers added me

So much that I now have adds about taking photography classes LOL.

I don't really know how to take this...

I mean... Why ?

Yes, I kinda enjoy being photographed

And yes, I have many "model" friends

But... I'm not a model.

If they add me, is it cause they want my picture ? o_ô

Shouldn't they ask, then ?

Anyway, I'm just some kind of pretty face

I don't know how to pose or whatever else it is.

I just feel awkward when my picture is being taken, so... =\

Maybe someday I will learn...

This being said, I need a new profile picture...

Though, I'd need my hair to be done...

Cause... yeah... Red is gone since.... Erm...

Last time I did it was back in July or so... XDD

So I've a pretty 2 inches dark root, now LAWL.

I don't know which color to do, now...

And if I should get a specific hair cut...

Actually, I want it to grow...

So I guess I would simply dye it...

Red would still be nice

But I miss my purple head...

BUT.  I can't bleach my hair for a while...

I won't go back to black because of that for sure... =\

So I've been thinking about red... Not as in RED, though...

Just red... As in redhead.

I don't know... I really don't D8